It's been weeks since I've seen Louis but it's okay it helps me move on.
But just to let you in on a secret. Sometimes I imagine him standing there in the corner or sometimes when I'm lonely I hear his voice talking or singing.
Okay so maybe I am going crazy, but at least I snap back into reality.
That hard slap of reality that he-who-should-not-be-named cheated on me. That unbelievable reality that I became too numb because of him, and every day I put on this fake mask of happiness that I have to be so that no one would take pity or feel sorry for my.
I fell in love once more
But everything that falls
Shatters.
Okay
Ellie stop over thinking
Breathe in
Breathe out
Relax Zareena's gonna get suspicious if your eyes tear up
Get it together
Conceal don't feel don't let the pain slow you down (Frozen nakks)
I was currently at a fro-yo shop at the mall with the girls, And apparently Perrie was telling a joke but I wasn't paying attention so I just laughed along even though I didn't pay attention.
The girls actually know that I broke up with you-know-who but I think they're thinking that I've already moved on.
But every Laugh, Smile
Were all fake
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Hello internet people
As you all know this isn't estelle555
And this isn't the oreo ninja who wrote the last chapter
It's a new person
Yay!
But i hope ya'll like my chappy
Im gonna add a louis POV next chapter.
And
Dear Estelle,
If you're reading this right now
Just hope and pray that the Oreo Ninja wont convince me to make thus a tragedy
P. S. Please dont kill me :3
YOU ARE READING
In Love Once More
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