I was in hurry
My view was blurry
I was so happy i could tell
Everything just dissapear just like that
Didn't you see that it was a mask
No ofc they didn't
They just didn't care
Im not a popular girl
But not rare to be known
Im just myself
Easily to be forgotten
I forgot how to have family other than blood
I forgot how to socialize because so many others that look down at me
I
Am
Alone
Lonely as a bird can be
But not free
They said they loved me
But they just lie
They said they were my friend
And still i was here
With my only thought being my friend
Didn't you see
I was just trying
To
Kill
Myself
To left all behind.
To left all of them.
To left this fucking hurt life.
