Secrets and lies. (Hetaoni and 2p fanfic)

Chapter 14

Italy's P.O.V
          "Fuck you you jerk bastard! And double fuck you potato bastard!!!!!" Romano yelled. I couldn't help but laugh a little. My fratello is very funny when he isn't trying. "Okay fratello. Now what the fuck is going on!?" He turned to me. His emerald eyes held worry. I sighed. I really did not want to burden my fratello with my.....hobbies. If you can call it a hobby. "No. I can't. I refuse to do that to you!" I broke. For the second time actual tears flowed down my cheeks. Romano pulled me into a hug and gently sat down on the floor. He traced circles up and down my back. He said nothing. Then his green orbs filled with tears
"Whether you choose to tell me or not, I will always be here for you. I will always listen to what you have to say. I've never said this before, but....I'm sorry for being a fucking terrible brother. I'm sorry I was never there when you needed me. And when I was...I pushed you away. I insulted you. I never once considered that you were hurting. I was too wrapped up in other things to even notice that you had left. When I noticed, I thought I was too late. You had found people who cared about you. You didn't need me anymore. I know that you would never forgive me for how I treated you." At this point we are both crying.
                  "Oh fratello! I had forgiven you a long time ago and I will always need you. Te amo molto fratello." I buried my face into the crook of his neck. I missed how close we were when we were kids. Well, before Nanno Rome took me and Austria kept Romano. Then Spain took Romano.....
                   Enough with the depressing monologue Feli! It's making me want to cry and I. Don't. Cry.  Luciano whined. I ignored him. If he didn't want to hear it he should not have tried to contact me. Besides, I wanted to talk with Romano. Not him. He can go throw his knife at Lutz.  I don't care. Feeling the love Feli. Really. Feeling it so much it hurts.
Shut up. I am not in the mode for your mind games right now. I snapped at him.
What mind games? He asked.
That was waaaaayyyyy to innocent sounding and I don't believe you for a second.
But....when have I......
LUCIANO don't even think about finishing that sentence! You are guilty of it and you know it! So shut it!
Touché
"You're talking to Luciano again aren't you?" Romano questioned. I hummed in response. "He doesn't see that bad to be honest. He hasn't hurt you the last few times I met him." I sat up. My eyes were wide. "And when someone screamed, that was when you turned back the clock wasn't it? That was the start of the 'zombie apocalypse' Luciano so thoughtfully put it."
"You remember the first loop...." I couldn't believe it.
"Of course I do you idiota." He scoffed. "And I am not going to forget ever again. I am going to be with you until the end. So, what else haven't you told the others? After all, we are family and family works together."
I grinned. A true, genuine grin. Oh Romano is going to love this! "Well, I knocked my boyfriend out..."