I'm Sorry

6 • QUESTIONS

ANDREA°POV

"ANO?!"

"Please. Lumabas kasi ako kasi may kailangan talaga akong bilhin, hindi na ako nagsabi kasi alam ko na hindi sila papayag. Pero nakilala ako ng mga tao. Yung condo mo ang pinakamalapit na lugar na pwede kong puntahan eh."

May choice ba ako.

These guys are just . . .

Hayss.

Pinapahirapan talaga nila ako. Kailangan kong umiwas. Sila mismo ang bigla biglang sumuslpot.

Its not that I don't like it. An ARMY would go crazy kung sila nasa posisyon ko ngayon.

Pero iba ako eh.

I can't be too happy. I can't be attached. Hindi pwede.

My health conditions are one. Pero there's a lot more. I have too many secrets. I am too dangerous.

My life is a crazy mess.

"Andrea hindi mo naman siguro ako papalabasin diba?"

Tiningnan ko siya. Again, may choice ba ako?

"Ano pa bang magagawa ko?"

"Thank you!"

"Alam mo pwede ko naman silang tawagan para sunduin ka. I have Namjoon hyung and V's numbers."

"Papagalitan ako. Uuwi nalang ako nang maaga. Yung wala nang tao."

"Pero paano? From the looks of it you didn't bring a car."

Para naman siyang natauhan. Bakit ba ang iresponsable nang lalakeng to? Paano din ba sya nakarating sa bibilhan niya nang walang sasakyan?

"Taxi. There are still cabs who roam the city at dawn."

"Hindi ba delikado?"

"Nope. Nasubukan ko na to noon."

Noon? Ibang klase rin eh. Hayss.
Hindi pa ba nag si-sink sa kanya na BTS is not like other KPOP groups? They are way too, too famous.

"Ikaw bahala. Do you need anything? If your'e hungry, I can cook. If you want to sleep. Duon ka matutulog sa guest room."

"I guess I'll sleep."

Dinala ko sya sa guest room tapos iniwan ko na siya para makapagpahinga.

Hayss. Ibang klase din sila. BTS is more than what we think.

They're too fearless.

Bumalik na ako sa dapat gagawin ko.

Umupo ako sa sahig. Nilibot ko ang tingin sa palagid.

The condo was fully furnished, pero I insisted Tito na I don't want too much furniture. Kaya sa living room it has a tv, two sofas, tapos one round table sa gitna. Tapos nasa corner siya. Tapos sa kitchen, kumpleto naman gamit doon. Yung dining nasa kitchden na din. Then there's my room. A guest room. Then thats it.

Everything was in white. As in no streak of color or paint anywhere. Even the floor was all white. White is the only thing you can see. The condo is so huge with little furniture. Thats what I wanted.

White gives me the feeling of serenity. It calms me. Its not my favorite color. Black is my favorite. Blue comes next.

It actually depends on my mood. I'm not very particular about things like this.