commitment (xxxtentacion)

rage

Nina's POV:

Becca: I'll see you at 8 when the party starts love you bye!

Me: alright I love you too bye

I hung up the phone placing it on my bed letting my music come on again. I couldn't stop thinking about yesterday. It brought that tingly feeling every time I thought about it. I miss his lips.

"why couldn't be like that forever" I groaned getting up from the bed.

I plugged in my hair iron and started straighting my hair for the party. I have enough time it was 6 pm and the party started at 8 pm. I couldn't wait for the party.

X and I have been texting all day. I think I'm feeling him. Thank god its a Saturday. I can stay late which means more time spent with X.

"FUCK BRO" I screamed at my iron. I had burnt my scalp, I was too busy in thought of X that I got super distracted of ironing my hair.

I put on my favorite fashion nova jeans with a cute crop top and my sandals. I chose to wear a cute necklace and the bracelet ski had bought me. Not cause I feel bad or anything, the bracelet was just beautiful.

It was already 7:30 when I finished my make up. I snapped a pic and posted it on my Snapchat story. As soon as I post it I get a snap message from X.

X: 😍😍 you look fine as hell. see you in a few ma

Me: thank you and yes text me the Addy

I walked out the door making sure I had everything. I hopped in my car and waited for a text.

X: *address* and lmk when you're here I'll meet you outside there's hella people here already

Me: alright alright

I drove the 30 minute drive to the party. It was far as shit, I started getting sleepy during the ride.
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I parked my car and as soon as I stepped out I saw this huge mansion like house with loud music coming out from it. It was almost dark, at this time it was sunset. I saw girls and guys all over the front yard, I scanned every where for X. I walk in more and I see him waiting for me at the door step of the house.

"Damn..hey ma you look.. Fine as fuck" he loudly said due to the loud music.

"Thank youuu" I placed a kiss on his cheek "is everyone here?" I asked as he took me in the party.

"Yeah ski, WiFi, Becca, trunks, they all posted up" he excitedly said

He held my hand super tight as we walked thru the house to reach the bar. If he let me go I would have lost him. There's over 200 people here.

We approached the bar and there they all were.

"Ayeee Nina" WiFi said getting up from the stool kissing my cheek.

When he said my name all I felt were their eyes on me. Ski, Craig, everyone's. I looked for Becca and there she was of course already drunk all over trunks on the stool. Not a surprise.

"Hey baby girl" ski kissed my cheek placing his hand on my lower back. He nearly reached for my ass.

I looked at X when ski said hey to me. X gave me the look. The "remember what I told you" look. Fuck I have to tell ski tonight.

I said hey to everyone else and took some shots. X had disappeared and so did the rest but Craig and ski. They stayed at the bar with me.

"So who gave you my number" I asked Craig