Nina's POV:
"Nina oh my god why would you do this"
"WAKE UP GOD WAKE UP"
"Nina you're super unconscious oh god cmon open your eyes"
"How could you sleep like this no no"
I finally opened my eyes. Everything was blurry I saw someone holding me and i was being shaked. I felt tear drops from another fall on my face.
"Becca?" I was confused.
"Yes! Yes! You're fine baby!" She caressed my hair each stroke getting faster and faster.
I lifted My head to see my ankles rapped up in bandages. I looked at my ankles then right at Becca.
"Y-you r-rapped it?" I struggled with my words.
"I came to the house at 7 am I decided to come since it was our day and I had read your message about what happened last night. When I opened the door to your room I see you laying with blood stains all over your bed sheets and I freaked out" she quickly said wiping tears from her face.
"I saw your ankles all cut up and the blade on the floor and I automatically knew what accord. You passed out due to loosing way too much blood."
"I just needed someone last night.. I didn't know what to do with myself. You know how I get when I do something wrong. I beat myself up for it." I teared up thinking about ski.
"Look all you have to do is be honest Nina. You have that bad habit of hiding how you feel and keeping shit to yourself and sometimes it eats you alive. Like this.. Next time you see ski you should be straight up and tell him how you feel. Stop playing with his feelings if you don't want him."
Becca always knew what to say. She never failed me. She was the only person who would care for me. I couldn't be anymore thankful for her.
"Shit" I snapped, "you know what you're right. I'm the one damaging myself by being so closed up. I'll do it on Saturday, at the party." I replied.
Nina helped me get up. My ankles weren't that bad but they were in pain. I told her I'd be down stairs in a bit we're going to Mc Donald's for some cheap fast breakfast.
I checked my phone and I had several texts from x.
X: ayee ninaa gm sorry ma I knocked out early as shit
X: what's wrong??
X: how was the date with ski?
X: text me when ur awake plz
I replied to the texts he had sent me at 6 am. He was probably at the studio if he was up this early.
Me: hey can I ft you later like at 4 pm today?? I have a lot to explain
X: yeah sure I'll call you
I locked my phone and got some new bed sheets to change my crimson red blood covered sheets.
I took off the smudged makeup and last nights outfit and took a long shower.
I made my way down stairs once I was all cleaned up, to see Becca napping on the couch.
"Wake up loser let's go get breakfast" I playfully slapped her forehead.
"alright goddamn you took about an hour" she got up and collected her things.
"I did make a mess last night" I murmured.
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commitment (xxxtentacion)
FanficXXXTENTACION FANFICTION We stayed there. It felt like forever. Just the sounds of our heart beats, we laid together on the bed. I was laying on him with my head on his defined abs. My hands caressing his arms and his grip on my waist. "I never wou...
