He's Important To Me, Okay? He's The Love Of My Life.

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《[Trigger warning- there are suicidal thoughts and actions in this story, if you arent comfortable with that, this story is not for you. This is a story based off of an old role play I did with a fren]》

《Tyler's POV》
I sat in my room, playing my piano, nothing new actually. Just playing random notes like some people do, y'know? I then had a new idea. I stopped playing, and thought of how this song was gonna go on the piano, and drums. Josh is the drummer of my band, twenty øne piløts. Joshua William Dun. I smiled at the thought of him. His hair that he had dyed red. And his smile. His smile was everything. Oh my gosh, have you seen his smile? I sound like I'm fanboying over my drummer. Am I fanboying? He was hot after all.

I shook my head, to get myself out of thinking about Josh. I yawned and stretched before playing the new notes on my piano.
"I'm a goner... somebody catch my breath.. I'm a goner.. Somebody catch my breath.."
《A few minutes later》
I let out a shaky sigh.
"What's the matter Tyler?" Josh had asked me. We were face timing each other.
"Oh nothing really. Just played a sad song, y'know?"
"Oh. Was it like the end of Tear in My Heart?"
"No. Tear in My Heart was nothing compared to this."
"What's the name?"
"I dunno.. I haven't though of one yet.."
"Will you sing it for me?"
"Yeah, sure." I yawned, and cleared my throat. "I'm a goner... Somebody catch my breath.. I'm a goner.. somebody catch my breath.. I wanna be known.. by you.." I sang the whole song of the untitled song.
"Oh man.. that is sad.."
"Told you."
"But for the name... uh.. How about Goner? You know, cause you say Goner so much in it?"
"Hm.." I thought for a moment. "Yeah! That's perfect!"
Josh smiled. "Great!"
"Now the Clique has to prepare to cry." I said, staring deep into Josh's eyes. Well, through the phone anyways.
Josh kept calling my name, but I didn't hear him until he was basically shouting, "Earth to Tyler Joseph. Earth to Tyler Joseph!" He was laughing while saying that.
I snapped out of it. "W-what?"
"You were staring at me. Like deeply, staring at me."
"O-oh."
"Well, I gotta go. I'll talk to you later?"
"Yeah."
"Alright. Bye."
"I love you." I whispered quietly.
"What?"
"I said bye.."
"Oh. Okay. Well see ya."