He's Important To Me, Okay? He's The Love Of My Life.

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《Tyler》
Josh had broke the hug, but I was still smiling. Little did he know, I was in love with him. I won't tell him. Not yet. I'm not ready to tell him that I'm bisexual. I mean.. I've dated a girl, but never a guy. How different could it be? I yawned, Josh smiled, looking down at me.
"Wanna come inside?" I asked Josh, looking at him, not staring into his eyes this time.
"Sure." He was still smiling. How is one so hot and happy all the time? I dunno. Not my monkeys. I walked in, Josh following.
"How long are you staying here?"
"Probably the whole night.. unless what's going on keeps going, I'll stay the rest of the week with you if that's fine?"
"Josh, you don't have to ask to stay! You are welcome here at any time. I don't care if I'm not home! I trust you with my life! Of course I'm fine with you staying. Stay as long as you want!"
"Heh.. thanks.."
"Anytime buddy."
He hugged me, burying his face in my shoulder. "Where am I staying?"
"Uh.. the room a hallway down from mine."
"Okay.. could you show me the way?" He asked, breaking from the hug, looking at me.
"Yeah. Cmon." I led Josh to his room. I opened the door. "Right here buddy."
"Thanks.."
"Hey.. Josh?"
"Y-yeah?"
"What's up? You seem a little down."
"It's.. it's nothing.."
"It's something." I looked at him, directly in the eyes.
"It's.. it's what's going on at home.."
"Wanna talk?"
"I'd rather not.."
"Okay." I said, not wanting to push him too far. "I'll leave you alone now.."
"Okay." Josh looked at me, pulling me into a hug, me rubbing his back. It broke soon after. I walked out of the room.
《Josh》
After Tyler closed the door, I teared up. I tried to blink the tears away, but failed. I got my razor out of my pocket. I pressed it against my wrist. I squeezed my eyes shut. I began to cut. That was, until there was a knock on the the door.
"Josh?"