Perfect comes to those who wait

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"JACOB BLACK PUT ME DOWN!!"I squealed as Jacob carried me over his shoulder into the icy waters of La Push

It had been a month since the red head had visited me and she was gone now my live towards Jacob grew everyday ...and every time we where apart it felt like knives in our hearts

"JAKE NOOO!"I squealed when Jacob dunked me under water
Its march ...and the water is cold
I arose from the water freezing
I clung to Jacobs warm body cursing him all the way back up to the shore
"Gagahahhaga Jake that waters fucking cold!!"I said

"I'm a hundred and eighty degrees baby there's plenty of heat to share"he said laughing
"If I get sick I will kick your ass"I said
Jacob laughed and handed me a hoodie that was in his car....
I went around behind the car and took my shirt off and slid the warm hoddie over my tan torso and came back around to Jacob jumping on his Back and laying my head on his shoulder
"We still have to go get Bella"he said
I got off him and got in his voltswagon rabbit...when he got in I snuggled up to his warm body again
He drive to Bella's house
"Jacob Black I will break my foot off in your ass if you do that again"I said as we got out the car

Bella came out of her house with her Vampire mate exchanging glares with Jacob until I grabbed Jakes hand calming him down

"TAY??"Bella asked
"In the flesh...cold flesh!!"I said glaring up at my Alpha ..who smiled
"Guilty"he said
I punched him in the arm
"Come inside ...I have some sweatpants you can wear"Bella said
I let go if Jacobs hand leaving him with Edward to go in and grab some dry pants with Bells

"You and Jacob??"she asked
She looked almost hurt when I said
"Yeah I guess so ...well I am his imprint so yeah"I said pulling on the dry sweat pants
"So..you and the Vampire?"I asked
She nodded with a slight laugh
"We better get out there before they start fighting"I said going down the steps with Bella..I noticed she had an ace bandage around her hand  before I could ask her what happened

We exited the house to hear Jacob
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!"mhe yelled in Edwards face

"JAKE!"I grabbed his hand and pulled him back

"IS THE ALPHA GONNA KEEP HIDING IT OR WILL HE SWALLOW HIS PRIDE AND TELL HIS BELOVED HOW HE-"Jacob cut Edward off
"LEAVE IT ALONE!"He yelled back
"WHO?"I asked
Bella held her ace bandaged hand and Jacob looked at her
"Last night..whenever you where in detention for hitting that girl with a lunch tray....Bella and I went to the lake and...I...I kissed Bella...then she sprained her hand...punching my face"he said guilty looking 
Anger built up inside me along with sadness  ..he told me about when Bella played him and saved Edward from killing himself supposedly ...and how she ignored him since she met Edward and only ever spoke to him if he came around ...
"...why" I said in a low sad voice looking Jacob in the eyes
"I....I'm in love with Bella" Those words hit me like a mack truck !
I felt a tear stinging my face as I looked down ...ouch....He's MY ALPHA! MY SOULMATE!
WHY IS HE ON LOVE WITH SOMEBODY ELSE!! IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE
Jacob tried to grab my arm
"DONT.TOUCH.ME!"I snapped and he restrained his touch
"Tay Please don't be Like that ...yes I am in love with Bella but your my-"I cut him off
"IM YOUR WHAT !! YOUR UNWANTED IMPRINT !!! THIS IS NOT A BETROVAL !!! IM YOUR SUFFOCATION!!"I yelled in anger
"No..Tay your everything to me  .EVERYTHING" he said

I cried at those words ..."lie to me" I said through tears
"What?"he asked
"LIE TO ME!!"I said
"I love you..you know that's not a lie!"Jacob said
"Face it ...I'm just an anoyying imprint weighing you down ...a distraction due to your nature...you don't love me...but I love you" I said in an angry voice before stormed off into the woods..

DAMN IT I LOVE THAT BOY!!!
but I am nothing to him ...HE LOVES BELLA!!! MY COUSIN FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!

I don't know where I'm going ...so I just turned around and came back out of the spot I went in...they where gone so I just walked down the road ...took me a while to get back to La Push ..but I eventually managed ...getting soaked again by the rain  at least you couldn't see my tears due to the rain running down my face along with my tears ...

WHY DO I LOVE PEOPLR THAT DONT LOVE ME!????

I arrived at my house...Dad was at work ..again...ad I had nobody to talk to and I am scared Victoria might come back for me ...why is she looking for me ???.
Oh duh ..because I'm the Alphas Mate supposedly ad she can use me for bait..
Now I'm not so sure If Jacob would save me ....I'm sad because Jacob told me straight up that he loves Bella...I'm sad because I really,truly ,love him with all my heart ...also because I feel like second place ...to him I'm Just the  imprint that keeps him from loving somebody else...I'm just a mistake ...what if he was supposed to imprint on Bella but Edward wouldn't let that happen...but there's no way to stop the imprint it happens sooner or later ...I wish that I knew what he told Bella then somehow ...I SAW IT ...

I Saw everything like I was standing right there and it made me cry even harder because I don't know what's happening to me and because I saw it all ...it was true even if I wanted to deny it ...but what just happened to me ...I know who can help me ...

      

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