My Teacher Park Jimin | P.J FF

Shut doors

That night I tried to talk to Yugyeom but he just wasn't hearing it
He did everything he could to avoid me and even if we were in the same room, he would still completely sit in silence and not even think about saying a word to me

I was back in the kitchen cooking dinner when I noticed Jungkook come into the room
"Hey, do you want sauce with your chicken wings?" I asked whilst preparing everyone's food
"Um do you know me? Yes."
Jungkook turned to face me after taking soda from the fridge
"Have you spoken to him?"
The ora was serious
"No, he won't listen to me" I replied
"You need to M. You and Yugyeom have been through so much, it can't change now just because you have a boyfriend"
I laughed sarcastically at his statement
"Tell that to him."
I put down the spatula and turned to face Jungkook
He knew he was now in for a rant
"I just don't understand. I knew he would be hesitant at first but I never expected for him to completely block me out. He's always been there for me and now that I'm truly happy with Jimin it's ..."
"It's what?" He asked wanting me to continue
"It's like he's jealous. Like he won't let me be happy with another man." As I said those words out loud I came to realisation of what's really going on and Jungkook noticed
"Well. Now you know"
He took a sip of his drink
"No. No, it can't be true we're to close. He's my brother basically, he knows his place in my heart and I know his. No you're twisting things Jungkook, he understands I will never see him that way"
"Just because he knows how you feel for him doesn't mean he can't feel a different way towards you" and with that he left to go back into the living room
After convincing myself Jungkook was just toying with my emotions and the situation, I set the table with everyone's dinner

Everyone tucked into their food except Yugyeom. He wasn't there.
Jimin noticed I was upset over the situation
"Go talk to him, sort this out whilst we're all here" he whispered to me so I excused myself from the table and left.

I was stood outside his bedroom and knocked for the 5th time
"Yugyeom I know you're in there. Stop ignoring me. If you won't talk to me at least listen"
No answer.
"That's it I'm coming in"
I opened the door and walked into the room
He was sat on the end of the bed with his head in his hands
I shut the door behind me and slowly walked over
"Yugyeom?" I spoke softly
No answer
I sat next to him on the bed carefully and took a deep breath
"I'm sorry you had to find out like that. I really am."
He lifted his head up but didn't look or speak back but just stared at the blank tv screen in front of him
"I just want to know, why are you so affected by this? I thought as the only other man in my life that I love more than anyone else, you would be happy for me"
No answer
"Yugyeom I don't want to leave us like this. I don't want to choose between the two of you. I want to be happy, I want all of us to be happy. Please Yugyeom talk to me. Anything. Please."
He turned his head towards me and glared into my eyes
I saw how sad they were
How betrayed he felt
It was all in his eyes, the 1000 emotions he felt all at once
"Get out."
He was so cold
This didn't sound like Yugyeom
"What? No, yug-"
"GET OUT Y/N!"
He was now stood up in front of me with his hands clenched
I've never been so afraid of Yugyeom before
He's never made me feel this way before
The same feeling that Hoseok made me feel
I gathered all of my emotions and did my best not to cry before walking out the door and hearing it slam behind me

I ran to my room and threw myself on the bed, sobbing more than I have for a long time into my pillow
I didn't hold back
I let all the emotions gathered inside of me soak the pillow
I wanted to leave
I hated Yugyeom
I hated Hoseok
I hated myself
Why was he punishing me for being in love?
And without realising my tears drifted me off to sleep