My Teacher Park Jimin | P.J FF

Deep Oceans and Talks

I slept with Jimin that night.
I let Momo sleep in my room again since I had the biggest one
I checked my phone for the time and saw it was 11:23. Christmas Eve soon.
I thought I would feel more excited as it means 2 more days till Christmas but since the whole Sana situation, I felt more upset.
I turned my body around and my eyes met Jimin sleeping peacefully with one arm tucked under his head and the other on my waist.
I felt I needed some time to myself and time to think so I threw on my white kimono over Jimins shirt that I wore and my booty shorts.

I headed out to the back of the house, where the beach was and sat on the sand, soaking into the sound of waves over lapping and the breeze run through my hair. I started to think over everything and sink into the fact that this is now my life. And honestly it is definitely better than my old one. I now have a family.

I stood up after what seemed to have been hours and started making my way back to the house.

I walked in through the kitchen accidentally dropping my mug which was luckily not damaged and made myself a cup of tea.

As I waited for the tea to be ready I walked through the living room to head back upstairs but then I saw Jungkook stood at the top of the stairs with a bat. His body and face relaxed when he saw me but still left me confused
"I thought you were a burglar" he sighed
"What? No. Go back upstairs idiot" I whispered since everyone was asleep
Jungkook then slumped back upstairs before I got my tea and made my way towards Yugyeoms and Taes room.

I walked in and saw Yugyeom sleeping whilst Tae was on his phone. He looked up at me and signaled for me to be quiet before coming out of the room and walking to another room.
It was a studio.
"Why are you awake?" He questioned with a raspy voice
"Couldn't sleep. I had a walk on the beach for some time to think and now I think I need to talk to someone" I then took a sip of my tea
"Ah, what do you want to talk about" he then gestured for me to sit down on one of the leather seats next to his
"I don't know really. Just things. I don't really know what I want or what I need right now. I just constantly feel like a burden" I said having my head down whilst my fingers tap on the cup of tea
"You're not a burden M. You're honestly the best thing to have happened to us, especially Jimin. I haven't seen him this happy with a girl since...." he then stopped and looked down with a saddened expression
"Since what Tae?" I questioned
"Since his mum died."

I was lost for words.
Why didn't he tell me his mum died?

"He was never really like us. He used to be, you know, going out with different girls every night, loving the attention, but when he got the call that she passed away he changed. He became different. We were always there for him and honestly when he changed so did we. We all wanted someone special. Someone to make us feel the way you make Jimin feel. He really loves you."

A tear detached from my eye as I heard how much of an affect I had on him. I loved him too. I was happy I had found someone who appreciated me just as much as I appreciated them.

We spoke for a couple more minutes then we both became a little tired so we headed back to our own beds.

I was so grateful and happy through the talk me and Tae had, and I'm glad we did cause it was what I really needed.

I crawled back into bed with Jimin and wrapped my arms around his body squeezing him tight whilst my head was buried in his chest
"I love you so so much" I muffled into his chest
"I love you too Y/N" I heard him reply with a sleepy and scratchy voice. His scent and warmth then drifted me back to sleep

This is what I wanted

This is what I needed

This was my life

Until....

To be continued