What would you do?

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What would you do if the first person you love the most might not actually love you anymore?

Every person I met I keep asking them those kind of things . They all answered I will be hurt. So much. But how is it that I am not feeling that way?

I feel broken not hurt. I feel numb. I can't breathe. I can't actually believe it. Because that person promised me that he will love always , that he will marry me, he is willing to wait for me. I trust him. I keep holding on that promises.

But I guess promises is meant to be broken.

He is starting to get cold, expressionless, no I love you's just so cold.

But I can't blame him. Its all my fault I'm a boring person . so boring. And I think I will understand him. I just wanna let him know that I love him even though I'm not god when it comes to expressing my feelings. I love him so much. And I will never regret that.