So loves were back to the original time period where they are dating, but it is now a year after the hospital incident and Alfred hasn't slipped and is doing quite well with his depression. AN: Clap for the baby he's so strong, and also claps for anyone who is clean or has been able to resist the urge. YOU guys are fabulous and radiate Awesomeness
Alfred's POV
I walked into the World meeting a little early since it was in New York this time. I would have been with Arthur but he had to meet with his boss before the meeting started. Since I had a few hours until it started I went to the gym before I went home to get ready. Naturally on the way over I was hungry, so I stopped at McDonalds (AN: *cough* not sponsored *cough*) to get some burgers. Yum! :D By the time I got to the place we were meeting I was starving so I sat down and started to eat, rather fast considering I was STARVING! Soon most of the countries had shown up, but I didn't really mind I just kept eating. After a while Iggy showed up, I was happy, of course. Until it happened. My wake up moment "Hey babe"
He walked up to me and planted a quick kiss on my forehead. We didn't really care most countries already knew we were dating. He then looked at my discarded burger wrappers and scoffed. He sat next to me and said "Jeeze fatarse hungry much" I froze.
He called me fat, does that me it's true? Of course it does Arthur wouldn't lie to you. Suddenly I felt sick, I pushed away the rest of the burger as Germany started talking. Arthur looked at me concerned, I didn't care I walked out hearing the blurred voices of the others calling to me. As soon I was out the door I ran, I didn't know where I was going but my feet did. Before I knew it I was sitting down my back against a cool piece of metal. I looked up to see the statue of liberty, my 100th birthday gift from France. I also saw the sky. Pouring rain and thunderstorms. Shit! Calm down Alfred or they'll know something's up. I took a few deep breaths as the thunder went away. And as the rain came to a stop I had made a decision. I just won't eat. Working out wasn't enough anymore, if I don't eat I can't gain anymore weight. I started to walk back to the meeting. I waked in as Germany was ending the meeting, Francis hit Arthur's arm and he ran over to me. All the other countries got up and started to leave.
"What happened Al?" I looked down at the small brit, I can't tell him he'll feel bad for giving me a wake up call..
I ruffled his hair, "Nothing babe. I just needed to take a walk"
"But it started raining, Mon Ami", Another voice chimed in. I saw the Frenchman standing there arms crossed, obviously not believing my story.
"Oh yah, I was thinking", I looked at them. "You know". Francis an Arthur were two of the few people who knew about my depression and the hospital.
They both hugged me, "Okay Amérique I believe you and I'm here if you need to talk" I considered telling him, I mean maybe I should? But that's when my favorite Prussian popped in telling France to get his 'Unawesome' ass in the car before they leave him. He looked at me, and I smiled and told him that I was fine. He glanced at Arthur and I again before running out the door.
Arthur grabbed my hand and we went to his car, I left mine at home so we could ride back together. "Love are you sure you're okay". I smiled at him and set my hand on his thigh.
"I am now", he smiled and we drove home. When we got back he asked what I wanted for lunch, I told him that I wasn't hungry. He gave me an odd look, so I lied saying that while I was walking I stopped and grabbed some lunch. He nodded and headed to our room to change.
~time skip of awesomeness brought by the super awesome Prussia and the not awesome me to the slightly less awesome but pretty awesome you~
I was reading this book about a teenager, at this weird place. There are these other kids that got dumped there before him, but he has no memory of his previous life. The kid scores him a promotion to Runner status, those are the kids who patrol the maze to find an escape route, but the maze always changes. (AN: I don't know why, but I feel like Alfred would really like the Maze Runner) It was really good, but soon Iggy came up to me and sat on my lap making me lose my place, I looked up at the smiling Brit. "Um Artie, I don't know if you noticed but I'm not a chair", I carefully saved the page and put down the book, wrapping my arms around Arthur's waist. "Whatsapp babe?"
He scoffed at my improper grammar,score. "We should go out for dinner tonight" I looked down, good thing he didn't notice because of where he was sitting.
"Well I'm not that hungry honestly", I lied of course, I hadn't eaten since the meeting.
He moved so his knees were on either side of me and he was facing me, "Alfred you haven't eaten since earlier. Why aren't you eating?". Shit. I panicked for a second trying to think of an explanation.
"My stomach has been hurting all day, I would have told you but I didn't want you to be worried", I held my breath hoping he didn't realize that I was lying. He jumped up.
"Love you should have told me, do you have a fever?" he asked while putting his hand to my forehead. I laughed and shook my head. "Well do you want me to pick you up some sprite?" Arthur asked while already grabbing his keys and jacket.
"Sure babe, that would be nice. And I will make you dinner, then we can take a walk", He nodded and hurried out the door. I sighed and walked into the kitchen. I made him some fish and fries, Not chips! And resisted to eat anything, Arthur walked in as I was putting his food on the table. He handed me the sprite and ushered me to the couch. He tried to make me soup, but I told I was going to throw up if I tried to eat. Not like I could though, you kinda have to eat before you can throw up.
After he finished I suggest we walked around, he agreed and we went I hope he didn't suspect anything. He didn't say anything and he seemed to be enjoying himself. He loved the ferry of course saying that it reminded him of his pirate days. I swear he's so cute sometimes.
So idk if I've mentioned it but italics are the thoughts of person who's POV its in.

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