*Monday*
After school i walked home miserable. School today was shit. Mackenzie kept on teasing me and being a bitch. When i tried to stand up for myself, she hit me. She punched me multiple times. I had a black eye and bruises all over my body. Not to mention that Molly, Ethan, Gray, Mum and dad were mad at me. They were even going roller skating without me tonight. I walked inside the house and ran up to the bathroom. I sat on the ground and buried my hands into my face and cried. Everyone hates me! I'm such a screw up! They will never forgive me. They will never love me.
After a few hours they all came through the door laughing. They boys looked at me and stood there for a while staring at my bruises.
"You probably deserved it!" Ethan said and walked off with Grayson.
I ran back into the bathroom and grabbed a razor. I dragged it up my arm. It hurt, like a bitch. I was nearly in tears but i held it back. I pulled down my sleeve and walked into my bedroom sobbing.
"Dinner!" mum yelled from down stairs.
I heard the boys rush down the stairs in a hurry. I slowly walked out of my bedroom but before i could my vision became blurry and i had an excruciating headache. I completely blacked out.
(Grayson's POV)
I was at the table eating dinner. Thud. There was a massive crash from upstairs.
"Emmi?" mum asked.
There was no response.
At this point i knew something wasn't right. I bolted up the stairs with Ethan right behind me. There she was. Emmi.
I ran over to her and picked her up. Ethan pulled up her sleeve. Oh my god! She self harm. She cut herself because of us. Because of everything. I held her tight.
"MUM CALL AN AMBULANCE!!" i screamed to her panicking.
"I can't believe she did this. It's all my fault Ethan said kneeling on the floor with his head in his hands.
I didn't have time for this. I held Emmi and walked down the stairs carefully. The ambulance soon arrived. Mum went with her and told us to meet her at the hospital. They took her away.
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I was literally crying while writing this! Guys please don't self harm! You are loved, you are amazing and you need to show people that you are strong enough to fight! Guys i love you all and always remember that you are amazing in your own unique way! ❤️❤️❤️
