Thought 1.2

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5/24/17

So you did mean me, though not for long and I find it hard to believe you when the only things out of your mouth felt like freshly picked lies to my ears. You made a lot of false promises, and I suppose I did too, because I didn't love you forever like I said I would. And while that may be true, that doesn't mean I've forgotten everything we shared and what we could've been, no, of course not. I've not forgotten you. I have, however, to better myself, pushed you to a far corner of my mind and I know I'll never forget but odds are, I'll never forgive either. Because I'm happier now than I ever was with you and I'm happier now than I ever would've been with you. Liar, cheater. Those are words I've used to describe you before, whether to warn others of your rather snake-like tongue and words or just to myself to remind myself that I'm right and I should trust myself more often. I don't pity you, I don't feel bad for your fake sadness. I'm not going to return because of your smooth words and guilting. So go find the next girl to screw over while I find happiness in something I've wanted for longer than I ever wanted you.

~N

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