The one who got away

And it ended

She wouldn't leave us alone. We never kissed. We only ever held hands. It was all so awkward. I ended it and I told him that I wanted to be friends because I didn't want what we already had to go away.
But in reality it was because of his ex. I just didn't want to deal with it anymore. It was to awkward for me.
I didn't stay friends with him which hurt because I really did love him. One day I finally told him the truth. But again it was to late because he had moved away and had a new girlfriend. Who made him so happy. I stopped talking to him because I didn't want to ruin the relationship he was in like I did the last. Not talking to him didn't last long cause he refused to stop talking to me. It was hard because I still love him.
But he is still to this day my vey best guy friend and I hope it stays that way.
He was the one who got away...