The one who got away

My life just ended

A week from my 10 month anniversary with my boyfriend and I found out he cheated on me. I questioned him about it and he denied it all but I had proof. I did what was best for me because I couldn't stay with someone who wasn't loyal to me. So I ended things with him.
My best friend tried being there for me but I pushed him away. I pushed every one of my friends away. I didn't want anyone. I felt better alone. Mainly cause if I was alone, no one could ask me if I was okay.
A few months went by and I started talking to my best friend again. I wish I wouldn't of waited so long because he didn't live here anymore. He moved to his dads. We did start talking every day again. But he still had his girlfriend. Which was okay.
Until he admitted to me that he really liked me and wished he was with me and not his girlfriend at the time. I admitted to him that I like him as well. That's when we started flirting all the time. But yet he still had his girlfriend.
I told him he needed to choose her or me.he hated that I said that. But he gave me his answer the next day...