blown away

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I walked along the hallways avoiding faces like usual. It had been a week since Nash ran off on me.

flashback

I stood on the parking lot gravel staring deep into his eyes. I can't believe my own mouth, my mind has finally caught up to my words and I couldn't be more horrified. I opened my mouth to say something but the word just wouldn't come out. He chuckled, "I'm not gay." Like that he was gone the only thing I really loved. I watched him walk away and get into whore Amber's car and drive off. After everything he just left. Just like that. I started to cry as I got into my car. I had two new missed calls from Taylor. I cried harder, why did i have to be so stupid?

present

I hadn't even spotted him in school or out since that day. The last time I saw him he was driving away in Amber's little sports car. Without thinking, I slammed my fist into a locker, denting it slightly. People turned to face me, well so much for going unnoticed.

My mom had gotten back a few days after the incident, but she didn't know about what happened with me and Nash.

The last bell rang signaling school was over. I smiled, thank god. I pulled my backpack on my shoulders and walked out of Chemistry but not before bumping into someone. "Oh shit, sorry." The person said, and my heart stopped. Nash.

I looked up, "My fault." His eyes met mine when he looked down. We stood there just looking at each other.

"Naasshh!" He removed his eyes from mine and turned to the blonde girl, fucking Emile. "What are you doing!" Nash closed his eyes for a second releasing an angry sigh. He looked at me one more time before following the small girl out of the door.

I couldn't control my tears any longer, the spilled down my face as I quickly went to my car. I didn't even get a hello from him. Was I that bad? I bet he hates me, I mean who wouldn't? I couldn't even remember the last time I felt this sad. Rain started pelting the top of the car. Oh no. No no no. I pulled over to the side of the road and started crying. I hate storms, I can't drive in them. It's hard enough dealing with them. The storm picked up and the wind got so strong that it was shaking my car. My body was running low on tears as I got a notification from the new stations saying that everyone needs to be off the road that we were in a state of emergency for severe flooding. I screamed, I was stuck out here.

Suddenly, my phone rang and I answered without even checking who is was. "H Hello?"

"Cameron where are you?" It was Nash.

It took me a minute, "I'm at h home." I lied.

"Cameron. When are you going to quit lying?" He asked, obviously seeing right through the lie.

"I'm sorry." I cried, great really tears?

"Where are you, for real this time." Nash said, seeming a little frustrated.

"Why do you care?" I answered.

"Now is not the time to argue with me." Nash said, "Now where are you?"

I choked on my tears, "Um about three miles away from the school."

"Stay there." He said and hung up. What? Of course I'm staying here. About twenty minutes and the storm was getting to it's peak and I was absolutely petrified when Nash's car pulled up beside mine and he got out and went over to my door. "Come on."

"Wh-" I began, before he put a finger to my lips and pulled me out of the car. I wrapped my arms around him tight as he shut my door and went over to his car. He put me in the passenger seat and went over to his side and got in. He reached over and took my hand in his, lacing our fingers together.

"I'm getting you home." He said pulling onto the road and drove to my house. I squeezed his hand and closed my eyes, I can't die today. I decided that talking about what happened isn't the best thing to talk about right now. He kept his eyes focused on the road, but still didn't let go of my hand. I looked down at our hands and smiled slightly why couldn't he just love me? He pulled into my driveway, turning off his car.

"Come on." He said, releasing my hand and getting out of the car. He opened my door and helped me out and took me into my house. "There you go." He smiled and turned to leave.

"Wait!" I called, he turned around. "How did you know?"

"Your my best friend." Nash smiled weakly.

"You could've wrecked, I'm not worth that risk." I looked down.

He came over to me, taking my face in his hands, "Don't you ever talk like that."

"Why not? It's true." I answered.

"Cameron Dallas, you are worth it your worth so much." He said, slightly rubbing my cheek.

"No I'm not stop lying." I said wanting to cry.

"I'm not Cam. Your everything to me and I can't lose you." He said, kissing my forehead.

"Stay with me. please." I begged as I heard a bang outside.

"Okay fine."He walked with me to my room and pulled off his wet clothes. I stared at him for a second before I did the same. We crawled into my bed and he pulled me into his chest.

"Nash?" I slipped my arms around his waist.

"Yes?" He answered, rubbing my back.

"I'm sorry." I looked into his eyes.

"Don't be." He replied, pulling me closer.

"I ruined everything." I cried.

"No you didn't love let's just sleep okay?" He smiled at me.

"Okay." I cuddled into his chest.

About nine I was awake by a vibration. I looked up at him to make sure he was asleep. I reached over his body and grabbed his phone and choked on my breath.

From: Amber 😘

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