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Vent. (Please do not skip.)

Hey guys, so, I made this page as venting, so, yesterday a friend and I got into a pretty heated argument, now this was not the first one we'd had, this friend would get into arguments over tiny things, we were playing a game together online while she was out of state, and the other friend we were with asked if she could let him do the floor of our house, she got pretty upset and started acting like nobody cared, so I went over to tell her she'd already done a lot but then, she started to talk herself down, now she does this quite a lot, and I'm not going to lie, our friendship has become incredibly hard to control, but the problem is I am a people pleaser, and I will not stop until that person is happy and confident with themselves, but I won't have a care in the world how I am feeling as long as that person is smiling, and confident, they could be happy, smiling, talking about how happy they are, but I would be sad, feeling unconfident and feeling like nobody cared how I felt, but I wouldn't get help because I know I've made someone smile, but she had the nerve to tell me that I didn't understand, and only 'Max' understood her, while I had done nothing, but try to defend her, support her, and talk her out of suicide, I felt betrayed, this wasn't the first time this happened, she has told me numerous times that I don't understand her, and to stop guilting me, now, her rage spouts are random, so one minute we can be having a pleasant conversation, and the next she'll be screaming her head off about how her parents abuse her, and never let her have anything, obviously I know this is a ploy for attention, but I can't seem to tell myself this is a poisonous relationship, I can't be her friend anymore, and this cycle has continued for so long, and with how easily I get anxiety, this doesn't help, I need your help, I feel like I can't talk to people about it without being told I'm being ridiculous, and I don't want to hurt anyone, please, I need help.