Heartbreak[Zanvis]

Confessions of the heart [Kuudere]

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Travis stared at the clock, watching it slowly tick every minute. He looked outside to see the night sky. He always loved the night, it reminded him of how something so beautiful and bright, is self-conscious, always leaving earlier than it arrives. It is such a vast and wide space yet so empty.

He got up and looked around their apartment, it was disgusting.Dirty clothes scattered around, boxes with leftover pizza were left on the floor and many appliances were broken and in need of repair.Travis never realised how much he affected him.

He headed into their room. He opened the closet and rummaged around, trying to find a decent, clean hoodie with jeans. When he found something else, a blue mask. He chuckled as he remembered a fond memory.
    ~FLASHBACK~
Travis was skipping all round school, ignoring the questioning looks from his fellow peers, he was too excited. What you may ask?

Zane agreed to go for a date with him(quite reluctantly may I add).

As Travis got ready for his date, he realised he wasn't ready and so was Zane. They hardly classify as friends yet here they are going on a date. Travis giggled to himself

Travis rang the doorbell and was greeted by a squeal and a bone-crushing hug. He took a step back and took it her features. She had long black hair and turquoise eyes. "Hello Mrs. Ro'Meave. I'm Travis, your son's date." He said nervously however all he got as a reply was yet another squeal.

Zane came down and they head out. They made small talk as they headed down to the ice cream store. As they headed in, they were greeted by a bunch of kids running around. Apparently, a parent made some reservations for the store, basically kicking them out. After a long awkward silence, they both agreed to heading to the park.

Travis sat down on a bench and invited Zane to sit next to him. Zane hesitantly took the seat but did so anyway. Travis took a glance at his outfit, a blue sweater with black jeans matched with a blue mask. Travis decided to play 20 questions.

"Why do you wear a mask?" Travis asked at the same time as Zane, "Why do you want to be with me?". Travis goes first.

"I want to be around you because I care for you and I-I love you..." Travis meekly replied.

"I wear a mask to hide my insecurities and my weaknesses. It's easier to get no attention then all and I prefer that.

Travis frowned. Why would someone so beautiful and amazing hide their face? Travis wrapped his arms around Zane and brought him closer. Zane froze yet relaxed in his arms.

"Zane, don't hide your gorgeous face, I want to admire your beauty. Don't hide you flaws, embrace them. No matter what happens, it doesn't change  that I love you." Travis said with a smile, wiping away Zane's tears.

He kissed each tear that fell and each scar on his face before finally reaching his lips, to show him that he will always love him till the day he dies.
~FLASHBACK OVER~
He felt his throat tightening and his eyes red from crying. He wiped away his tears before getting up and getting dressed into more suitable and clean clothes. He grabbed his car keys and his backpack. As he was locking the door, he remembered something.

He ran in and picked it up before getting into the car. Once he made it, he was greeted with pitiful and saddened looks but he chose to ignore it. He dropped some flowers next to him before saying, "Hey. How are you holding up? Hopefully better than me," Travis said while chuckling softly, " Oh, I almost forgot!"

Travis took something out, his blue mask and laid it on him. " Remember this, it was our first date, the date where I confessed" Travis smiled weakly. He looked at Zane before giving him a kiss

"I miss you Zane. I can't hold myself together much longer, please wake up." Travis said while tears streamed down his face. He held Zane's hand, hoping for a sign.

When there was no reply, he sighed before getting up and heading to the door.

"No matter what happens, it doesn't change  that I love you"