the bucket list ; grayson dolan

7; friday night

kelsey
18 days till graduation

"so tonight you're going to the party but tomorrow night can we hangout?" brittany asked over facetime

"yes for sure! what should i wear tonight?" i asked picking up clothes from my floor , my room was a disaster

"wear black ripped jeans and your white lace top" brittany said and i agreed trying to find the outfit

i tried it on and we both agreed i looked good

"okay i gotta go now bye i love you" i say and shutdown my laptop

kayla came to pick me up and we got to jessica's house. it was huge and you could already tell there was a party going on inside

we walked up the driveway and went in. it was always the same crowd of people, all the popular people

"hey!!! want a drink?" jessica came up to me and hugged me, you could tell she was already drunk

"yes, i'll come with you" i said and walked into the kitchen. i saw grayson and he looks at me and turned away fast

jessica slid me a cup and i poured a lot of vodka into it and a tiny bit of soda. why not have a little fun tonight?

"that's a lot of vodka" grayson said behind me which made me jump

"well i am at a party aren't i?" i smiled and sipped my drink

"i'm going to go play beer pong but if you need me just hit me up" he said and walked to the backyard

i nodded my head and wondered why he was being so nice

i walked around and socialized with some people i normally would never

"i have to go to the bathroom ill be back" i smiled at a random girl i was talking too

as i walked up the steps i felt the alcohol kicking in , but it felt good

i stumbled into a random bedroom looking for a bathroom. i shut the door behind me and turned on the light. i was in jessica's room, i walked over to her picture wall and gazed over them. she looked like she was having a great time in all of them. that's what i wanted, a good time with close friends

"why do we always end up in a bedroom together?" i jumped and turned around to see grayson

i held my heart

"you need to stop scaring me like that" i said and he laughed

i sat down on the bed and he followed

"looking for the bathroom again?" he asked

"yes but instead i found you" i laughed and there was a moment of silence

"do you like the popular life? well so far" he asked

"yes it's fun but i do miss my group of friends. i feel like whenever i come to a party with you in always alone" i said

"sorry" he mumbled

everything got quiet and i felt him staring at me so i looked up

"what?" i asked

i didn't realize what was happening at first but he was kissing me. he stopped and waited for me to kiss back.

and for some reason i was. i don't know if it was the alcohol or me wanting too

while our lips were still connect he grabbed my waist and pulled my small body on top of him. are lip movement got slower as he slid his tongue into my mouth

slowly i disconnected from his lips

"what the fuck am i doing" i mumbled and jumped off of him

"i'm sorry i have to leave" i practically ran to the door and left

i stood against the railing that looked over the whole house. everyone was happy and dancing. while i was trying to put together what just happened

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