You Can't Be Safe With Me

Beautiful maniac

Keneth P.O.V

I just sat in my room crying and sobbing for who knows how long because when i came in i took off my shoes and threw them, which caused one of my boots to hit the clock, and make it fall off the wall and onto the floor.

   After about a few more minutes of crying, i said fuck it. Fuck it! I got up, changed my outfit, graved some sneakers and opened the door brutally nearly breaking it. I stood there with tear marks on my face, a black dress and sneakers in my hand. I looked around and saw Evan staring at me from the couch, and Lůna and Shila looking at me through their door.

  I stood there and then braced myself and stood up straight. I just stood staring at Evan with more tears wanting to come through but my face still filled with anger, i was struggling to maintain a serious face but i was able to. When i was finally about to break i tried speaking and opened my mouth but nothing came out. A tear rushed down my face. As soon as i felt it i ran out the door.

  Evan just reached his hand out but i was already out the door. I ran and ran. I was soon running in just a bunch of grass. Very tall grass was running through my legs and up my skirt. I just ran and ran in the dark. I couldnt see anything at all.

   I heard something run after me and i looked back, but there was nothing there. I felt my heart race faster each time i heard it come closer. I still ran after a few minute. I was getting so tired. My legs cant hold themselves anymore. I gave up, i let out a huge sob and fell into the tall grass. I started screaming and threw my hands above my head. All of a sudden i heard a simple female soft voice slowly singing "i got that summer time sadness. Su-su-summertime sadness. Got that summertime sadness. Oh no" I took my hands off my head and stood on my knees looking everywhere around me but i couldnt see anything. The voice was so soft and sweet but i couldnt see where it was coming from. It slowly came closer and closer to me. I asked so many questions in my head, 'why are they singing about summer. Its autumn, who is she, where is she, help me!' I let out a scream and the voice stopped singing and moving. Tears were still rushing down my face and my sneakers were left behind. I was bare footed. With blisters on the bottom of my feet. I sat down on the grass and started crying. Then i heard a thing move from the grass towards me very fast. Each second it came closer i gained more fear inside. Then i see a huge shadown build up infront of me and land on me. I start screaming, kicking, and punching the air. I was hitting whatever was holding me down but it wouldnt budge! My arms were too tired to continue all this madness. I gasped for air trying to catch my breath

?: "Are ya done? Haha silly you. I remember when you used to hit the bullies in elementary"

K: "wh-. What do you mean? There is only one person i was friends with in elementary... Addy??"

Addy: "Suprise! Its been so long since the last time i saw you! I see you still have your natural freaky colored hair"

K: "yeah. Why would you chase me down like that? You sick animal. I felt like prey when you did that. I see you still like singing though"

A: "oh yeah, i still like singing a lot. I see you are still mind deranged just like how i liked my best friend kenny"

K: "I havent heard that name in so long, im glad i saw you again. But you scared the shit out of me you bastard"

Addy then got off me and sat next to me in the tall grass. She was wearing fishnet legging, black converse, a black tank top, and a black leather jacket. Her hair used to be black but now its as red as dark cherries.

A: "Hey, not to bother you or anything but. Why is your mascara running that badly? You usually look like a beautiful maniac with a knife. Not a crying mess :( "

K: " Oh... my mascara... well ill tell you later. Lets go ill take you somewhere"