LGBTQ+ Confessions

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So I have a huge crush on one of my best friends. She's pansexual and we had already dated but it ended kinda bad. I still like her and everyone says that it looks like she returns the feelings but last night she told me that she doesn't. I have no clue what to do now. I don't want our friendship to be ruined but it's kinda hurts to look at her.