LIFE OF CHARLIE B

Chapter one

THE BEGINNING OF ME

The day,date and year i was born on the 28/11/1995 in sheffield west Yorkshire united kingdom. I was 13month old when i got adopted and was with 2 loving Forster parents Jan and mick, I loved them the minuet i set eyes on them i spent 12 months in their care on my first birthday i met my adopted mum and dad . Julie and Howard bennington I'm a twin to george bennington and my name is Charles but through out my story you will gain my trust to call me charlie b,

I have lived with Julie and Howard for 17 years i am 18 now we have had our ups and downs but i will skip my first 7 years of my life because i was too young to remember.

I was 9 years old in year 5 i lost my grandad i was so close to him i always went to the farm with him we had such fun cleaning out the stables and rolling out the hay bails for the horses to sleep on . I love everything about that man he brought me up knowing what i wanted in life and that was to be like him. I miss him so much to this day when i lost my closest family member to cancer/blood clot i couldn't go to the funeral because it wasn't my time to say goodbye. Know I'm 18 it is my time to stop grieving and say goodbye.

Chapter two

DURING HIGH SCHOOL

Day 1 of high school i loved and hated it

I got bullied for being different i cried for 3hours cos of the pain and torture at school that day i was a teachers pet never answered a soul back because i was kind hearted. This lasted for 2 years the it changed i started year 9 something changed in side me i wanted to release the pain of being bullied i started to self harm till the point i needed help i went to school every day i felt depressed and i wanted to kill myself so badly. But i knew i had to be strong for my mums sake she just lost her mother and i lost my grandma it was devastating for me after my grandad past away i attached my self to grandma and i loved her very much i still do don't get me wrong she has given me my life skills to be able to cook a meal and bake. I list the 2 most important people in my life and on top off that we lost the house the farm and everything. life changes and we grow up slowly and the i started to realise my true self i was gay i came out in high school and i got bullied even more i went home everyday crying in my bedroom i hated life so much. I wanted to die. I wanted to end my life but i didn't i saw an opportunity living on the weakened minds of everyone else that mad me stronger than ever.

Chapter three

YEAR 11 DEPRESSION KICKED BACK IN

In my last year of highs school i started to have night mares of my past. My depression was coming back again but this time worse than ever. i felt weak myself i started to cut again my life was in shambles i couldn't move on i was stuck in a loop hole off bitterness and darkness it was scary i was scared. I had a nervous breakdown I tried to kill myself with a overdose but it didn't work all that happened was i blacked out and woke up in hospital with my mum in tears and my dad angry at me.

I tried 5 times to kill my self but nothing happened all i did was fucked up my liver and carried on self harming again also i started to smoke it helps relive stress.

Chapter four

NEW DAY A NEW START COLLEGE BEGINS NOW.

I started collage 2011 its is know spring 12/3/2014 i go to kirklees college of Huddersfield I'm studying performing arts and i love it. It is the place to be i have friends i fit in well they all love me i'm one of a kind they say my closest friends are Rebecca and megan they are like my sisters. Megan's been with me through out my depression Rebecca doesn't know and is not going too. College is and still is my family and never wanna leave but everyone has to grow up some day and my time is when i feel my age I'm only 18 my life is great i can see my future and it is brighter than ever before.

Thank you and please read it i know its short but its only a teaser i have a lot more pages too wright I'm busy acting all the time.

Author

CHARLIE B

Love you all and stay strong for your loved ones xxxxxxxxxxx