boy // j.jk & k.yr

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J u n g k o o k

after kong mabasa yung message ni Yeri, agad ko syang pinuntahan sa classroom nila. wala akong pake kung may teacher sya.

hinila ko sya paalis ng room nila.

"Jungkook ano ba! masakit!" angal nya. dinala ko sya sa likod ng school. binitawan nya yung kamay ko.

"ano bang problema mo? nagka-klase si sir taposㅡ" pinutol ko ang pagsasalita nya.

"we will not break up." sandali syang natahimik.

"that's what i want kaya yun ang masusunod." lumapit ako sakanya, she stepped backward.

"no, i don't want that baby." naglakad ako papalapit sakanya hanggang sa ma-corner ko sya sa pader. isinandal ko yung kamay ko sa dalawang gilid nya para di sya makawala.

"tapos na tayo Jungkook. let me go!" nagpupumiglas sya. nilapit ko ang mukha ko sakanya.

"give me a good reason why we should break up! kapag di ako na-satisfy sa sagot mo, i won't ever let you go." she sighed deeply.

"i.. i don't love you.." her voice's shaking. don't give me that reason baby!

"that's not true." tears escaped her eyes. shit.

"ayoko na Jungkook, please let me go." tinanggal ko ang dalawang kamay ko sa magkabila nya. instead, i hugged her tight.

"hush, don't cry please. what's the matter baby? what did i do?" umiling sya, she's sobbing. humarap sya sakin.

"this is all just a game right?" kumunot ang noo ko.

"what are you talking about?" pinunasan nya ang luha nya.

"pinaglalaruan mo lang ako! aminin mo na Jungkook! i've never seen you this serious before! you're just bored kaya pinatulan mo ako. ako naman 'tong tanga, pumatol sayo! nasasaktan ako kasi kahit na isipin kong laro lang to, naniniwala parin ako sa mga sinasabi mo. i always get swayed by your words and i hate myself for that!" humagulgol sya. i hugged her even tighter.

"who told you that i'm just fooling around? God knows how much i love you, Yeri! hindi kita pinaglalaruan, lahat ng sinabi ko ay totoo. you never seen me like this before because i never go into a serious relationship back then. you're my first and probably my last girlfriend. believe me, baby. i really love you." humina ang paghikbi nya. she hugged me back.

"i'm sorry. i'm such a mess." she's said while sobbing. hinarap ko sya sakin.

"i liked you back then but i was just too naive to realize that. if you think that i made up all of these, well, handa naman akong patunayan lahat sayo to." i smiled at her. she smiled back.

"i'm so dramatic. sorry." she hugged me. i chuckled.

"let's start over again? this time, yung seryoso na?" i said. tumango sya. humarap ulit sya sakin.

"i love you so much baby boy." she chuckled.

"stop calling me that, nawawala coolness ko pag tinatawag mo ko nyan eh." she pouted. i quickly pecked on her lips. nagulat naman sya. pinunasan ko yung luha nya.

"manyak ka talaga." i laughed. i really thought i'd lost her!

Yerim Kim, you'll always be mine.