i never wanted to feel this way
to feel so insecure & unhappy
ive always wanted to be happy , to be loved
to feel wanted , to be worth it .
im tired of being this way ,
feeling like a ugly disappointment .
im tired of living , but i know ,
i know im better then what i have become
i want to feel so much better about myself
i want to make people happy
i want people to look up to me ,
i want to feel loved by those i love the most .
im done with giving people my love
and giving nothing in return .
im done with wanting me happy ,
im just dont .
i desperately want to be happy
& im going to make it happen ,
im going to find my pursuit of happiness ....
