Deception (ON HOLD)

Chapter $ 5

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Its been a couple days since my little night with Ryan and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't starting to like him. We've been talking more lately but I told him I'm not looking for a relationship right now. I know that what I do would interfere and I don't want him to find out.

If we did ever decide to get together I would gladly tell him then but I just can't right now. I just can't. My pride won't let me. Its something I'm not proud of doing but at the same time I love doing it and I don't plan to stop anytime soon.

I had been done with my work for the day. I made the most I ever have, a total of $3,000. I was happy I ran into the "bigger" ballers today. Since I made more than usual I decided to put half into my safe. I've been saving ever since I started doing this business. I have about $10,000 so far.

I parked my car in the driveway and got out locking the doors behind me. I walked to my mailbox seeing if there was anything. Then I walked to my front door and smiled at what I saw. There was a little black and red bear with a dozen hot pink roses. My favorite color.

I immediately knew they were from Ryan. He was so sweet but his ass better not expect anything in return. I picked the bear and flowers up and walked into my house. Locking the door behind me. I walked to my room slipping off my coat and serting the bear and flowers down on my night stand.

I sat on the bed and kicked my heels off. I laid back and sent Ryan a text.

To Ry

Thanks soo much! I love them both ♥ 4:33 p.m.

From Ry

U welcome ma. Glad u like it ;) 4:35 p.m.

I sat there and smiled like a little school girl. I couldn't help that I really liked him but at the same time I'm scared to fall for him. I've never fell for anyone and I just don't want to get hurt. You always hear these sob stories from females about how a guy did them wrong.

I don't play that shit. If you do me wrong I'll kill your ass and slice your balls off in the process. Give you a homemade vasectomy.

I just hope that I'm not playing myself for the fool. Ryan seems genuine now but I have to see where things go as we get to know each other better,but I cant help my feelings I'm starting to have for him.

I had woken up a couple hours later to hear my phone vibrating against the night stand. I sat up and picked it up, laying back down in the process. I looked at the time 6:56 p.m. Damn I was sleep that long. I unlocked my screen and saw I had two missed calls from Ryan.

I clicked his name and called him back. It rung a few times but he didn't answer. I decided to text him.

To Ry

Hey I see we're playing phone tag. I was sleep 6:59 p.m.

I put my phone down and got up to go use the bathroom. I came back in the room and saw he had texted back.

From Ry

Sup ma I just got out the shower. My B 7:03 p.m.

Uhhhhh I wish I could see him soaking wet right now.

To Ry

Mmm.. really ;) 7:05 p.m.

From Ry

Lol what u doin? I was calling to see if u wanted to chill. I was gonna come over..

Unless u wanna come over here. 7:07 p.m.