Deception (ON HOLD)

Chapter $ 10

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"What are you doing?" I laughed, trying to push Ry off of me.

"You'll see. Just let me take care of you."

I rolled my eyes "Who said I wanted you to?"

He looked into my eyes "I can tell you want it. Don't deny it, cuz your body says it all."

I wasn't gonna lie to him. I did want him sexually but we've only been together for two months. I don't wanna be labled as a hoe, but who would know? I don't have any friends, family even. But Ry has a few... I don't know. I'm just torn between what I really want right now. I just want that moment to be special. Once it's gone I can't get it back.

Ryan started slipping my towel off snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Ry." I said.

"Yes ma." he replied his hands starting to rub on my stomach. Ugh here we go again. My body is feigning for him.

"I'm not sure if I want to do this." I told him honestly. He smirked.

"We don't have to. But I still wanna try something else."

I knew what he was talking about and I really didn't want him to do that either. I don't think it would be fair to him, because my mouth is not going anywhere. Call me childish, dumb, whatever. I'm just not up for that, if you are kudos to you.

I felt his hands massaging my thighs but I sat up, pushing him off of me.

"I think this can wait."

He chuckled "You right."

I got up off the bed to put on a shirt and some panties. Ry got up and just slipped some boxers and shorts on.

"You hungry?" he asked.

"Kind of."

"Well how about I order some wings and get some drinks. We can watch a movie or somethin." he explained. I smiled.

"Sure. But what kind of drinks you talking about?" I asked him.

"Alcohol ma." he smirked.

"I guess that's fine."

He nodded and went into the living room. I followed behind him, bringing my covers with me. I plopped down on the couch and turned the tv on, while Ry slipped a shirt and some shoes on.

"I'll be back ma." he said pecking my lips. I smiled.

"Ok."

He walked out the door and I locked it once he was gone. I sat back down on the couch and flipped through the channels. Wasn't much on so I decided on watching music videos. I pulled the covers over me and felt myself dozing off.

I woke up to hearing the door open and someone rustling around. I looked up and saw Ry bringing the food to the coffee table.

"I'm back." he smiled.

"Took you long enough."

We both said grace and started tearing away at the wings.

"Damn these are good!" Ry exclaimed licking his fingers. I laughed and shook my head.

Once we were done Ry brought out two cups and a bottle of Pineapple Ciroc. How he knew that was my favorite drink was beyond me. But he did good nonetheless. He poured some into both our glasses. I picked mine up and took a swig. Ry just watched me.

"Damn ma. You must like this huh?" he asked. I laughed.

"It's my favorite drink baby. You must be light weight cuz I could finish this whole bottle myself." I told him.