Angel On Earth

chapter 4: falling

Okay so i lied am sorry but i had a lot of things to do and something happened to my phone the previous chapter i wrote got erased i have no idea why, so this chapter might suck anyways am gonna stop ranting now 
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Zyla's pov

I kept falling down and down into a darkness i didnt understand i felt many emotions coursing through me anger, sadness, hatred, shock, suprise and even regret, regret for ever letting my mom take me to burning flames i should have known she just wanted to get rid of me since i am not a real angel
Suprise and shock: i never thought my own mother would do this to me. Anger: for letting me exprience this extreme pain imagine how painful it is if bits of your wings are being ripped out of your back for 3 straight days think of it. Sadness for being a freak half angel and half vampire. And finally hatred for my mother making her only daughter a fallen angel who can be that cruel except demons and lucifer. 

   This is the first day of me falling and i can't take the pain anymore my whole back hurts and i can't breath anymore and blood was all over my back there are three stages that occurs whenever an angel falls first darkness that occurs on the first day when you cant see anything but you hear different accents which belong to the devil telling you that you have to become one of them telling you that God does not love you and telling you that it is God's fault that you are in so much pain am hearing those voices now and i know that its not God's but its the fault of the person he put in charge of heaven my mother anyways am not stupid i will never become a demon because i know this pain only lasts for now.

In 2 days time i will be free or in upper heaven yes i might not survive this pain if i dont i will go to upper heaven where angels with holy souls go to. There are some fallen angels who dont survive the pain so they die because their souls are not holy they therefore die and go to hell but such is not my case because i did nothing wrong i don't see why i should be in hell.

   If i do survive this pain then i am going to be a fallen angel and in 2  months i will be an human. I thought of praying to God to help me not survive this pain but if i don't survive the pain i will go to upper heaven and not know the reason why my mother did this and i wont see david ever again so i guess i have to live through this.

   If my caculations are right i have been falling for one and the half days now and there is only the right part of my wing left but the left part is gone wait yes i guess that means i am going to survive because the left side belongs to lucifer while the right side belongs to God once the left side is gone then you stop hearing the demons voices so it means you will survive the suffering which is good for me because the pain is too much to bear and i need to revenge on my mother for kicking me out of heaven just saying her name makes me mad urggh! How could she do this to her own daughter and then it hit me like the splash coming from when the helping angels make rain, if i fall i lose all my powers except my ability to heal fast, and move fast but am still an half vampire i will probably not be as fast as the other vampire i dont think i will have my other magical powers like my beautiful voice, my ability to hypnotize people and my wings i just remembered something the clothes am wearing was created by magic and it wears off in 5 days, the magic i used to make the clothes was a powerful one so i could try to take out a feather in my remaing wing and store the magic in their hopefully it works the faster i fall the stronger the magic stored in my feather will be.

So with a great deal of effort i managed to rip out  2 feathers in my remaining wing ouch this hurts so bad the energy coming out of the clothes was very high( black clothes are not allowed in heaven it takes  God, the queen(my mother), anyone of mixed race and a very powerful person  to do that and me being the someone with mixed race and power i was able to make the clothes) after a great deal of effort i was able to store the magic in the feather but if i dont get to earth faster the magic would wear off yes magic is not allowed in the suffering so if an angel is kicked out of heaven he is striped of any clothes and then the queen or angel micheal(God's personal assistant) kicks them out to make sure they have no magic in them but me being innocent and not a proper fallen i have my magic.

With that i then thought the magic is wearing off if i dont do something there will me none left i then transfered the magic into temperance meaning i could endure things and control my self then one by one i ripped my feathers even though i felt pain i kept enduring and screaming out loud then when it was just the last feather i took my last piece of clothes with magic and rubbed it on the last feather still attached to my back and then with a great deal of endurance i ripped out my last feather.

Immediately it happened so fast that i was suprised i felt my self move faster than sound even light i fell straight down and when i reached the climax of me falling i felt an hard solid substance and i knew right then and there that i am no more an angel I am part human part vampire

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