psychopathic lover

Guilty: Don't hurt him

I went to the forest. I saw stood there, I saw a boy approaching, "Hoseok" i sighed and hugged him. "What happened? Why did you ask me to meet you here?".

I told him the story, "what?!, lets go to the police station" i shook my head while crying. "He'll hurt people i love" i sniffed. He sighed, "I'll find a way, come here tomorrow at 3" i nodded. "Thank you, so much". Tears still on my face, he wiped them off, then he got closer to me and kissed me.

It was as if time stopped.who knows how long i was kissing him. But by the time i did, i stopped crying.

I got out the place first, i was getting a call from Namjoon, "baby, where you?", "i, went to get food, then i didn't know how to get home".

I told him where i was, he came in a few minutes. We got home in 20 minutes. I ran to my room.

A few minutes later he came in, "its time for lunch", i hesitated. He came closer and pushed me down till he pinned me down on the bed. He started to kiss me, then he stopped. "That's not the taste of your lips, who else have you kissed?!" He yelled.

I didn't answer,He pulled me up, he slapped me. "Tell me now!", "no one" i started crying again. "Then what was the caramel taste?!", "i drank some caramel macchiato". "Liar, you're allergic to caramel" the fear in me grew. He grabbed my hair. Then suddenly.....

"Sir, Mr Kim Taehyung is here to see you" he kicked the side of the bed, "I'll be there in 5 minutes" i heard her walk away. "we'll finished this later baby girl" he kissed me roughly again. He closed the door.

I didn't know what to do. I hate everything. Why me out of all the people in the world? Why me?

I went to take a shower, that's the only thing i could do. After I was just wrapped around in my towel. I didn't want to leave the bathroom, I stayed in the corner for awhile.

My face was hot, I guessed it was also red from crying. I try to think about the positives in this situation. I'm not with dad.

But while being with dad I could have freedom, I never had to see him.

Samuel isn't cheating on me with my best friend.

I could have left Samuel, I can never leave Namjoon.

Hoseok will help me get out.

What if he is hurt while trying.

Then i remembered poor Jimin. I feel so bad. I'm so sorry Jimin. Its all my fault, I should have died instead.

I got Out the bathroom. I sat down on the bed, then got up to find clothes to change in. I got some black shorts and and black striped shirt.

I looked around , A book shelf. I went to it, Harry Potter. the first thing that caught my eye. I smirked, I never finished that book(The Half blood prince). I took it, I went to the Arm chair. I loved it so far.

I heard steps outside the room. I bit my lips, I heard some murmurs but I couldn't make it out. Then the steps faded away. I sighed in relief. 5 minutes later though,  A guy came in.

"I knew it" He gave a chuckle. He had a deep voice, He was eyeing me. I swallowed, I was nervous, I don't know why. He just gave me a bad vibe.

"Whats your name beautiful?", He smirked, "Min Ara" I shifted my glance. He came closer, I got up and backed into the wall. I was cornered. "Well, sweetheart, do you know what you got into when you stepped into this house?" he cocked an eyebrow. i looked down. "so what club did you com from?" He asked while smirking, "Huh?" i was confused.

He pushed me to the wall and put both hands on the sides of me (On the wall). He was leaning in for a kiss, I kneed him in the (cough cough) private spot.

He gave a loud yell. "You whore, who do you think you are!". I ran to the other half of the room. "You're just another slut for Namjoon to play with, how dare you do that to me!".

Namjoon came , "what happened?" he said both with a look of annoyance and worry. "this bitch kneed me in my ****". Namjoon's eyebrow furrowed, "he tried to kiss me" My voice cracked. "so?, you should have picked another girl Namjoon, I'm sure there were many at that club, plus shes not even as hot as Evan" he winked.

"shes not one of those" Namjoon said, "what?". "and by the way, even if she was one of those girls you were not allowed to touch her", He rolled his eyes.

"shes not from-?", "No" he quickly cut off. i got more confused then ever. "Shes totally off limits", "fine" he sighed. "sorry sweetheart" he winked and left the room.

"what?", "sorry princess, Hes my close friend, hes not as bad as he seems, and its time to eat, come on". "who are the other girls" he stopped in his tracks. Why do I even care?

"no one angel", "they're people from clubs aren't they?" He sighed. "Baby, there was a time I used to make mistakes, but i stopped". Why am i even getting mad?

"not enough for you friend not to trust you" I bit my tongue. "sweetheart, lets talk about this at night, when hes asleep, plus about the thing before", "hes staying here?' I asked outraged, ignoring out the last part.

He sighed, "nothings-", "what if he rapes me? I am not staying here", "I promise nothing will happen kitten" I had a headache now. "who is Evan?" I glared him. He smirked, "n-no one" he stuttered. I threw a pillow at him , knowing what he was thinking about. "now I'll go down" I smiled. I headed to the stairs.

I saw the table was set, the guy was sitting there. "Sorry I didn't introduce my self properly before, Kim Taehyung". I just looked at the food in front of me. I want to go home. "You already know my name", "yea".

"who's Evan?", "Oh this totally hot chick that came from now my favorite club, Namjoon and I had fun with her" he chuckled. I just gave him a disgusted look. "Taehyung!".

Namjoon came down, I hate it here, Hoseok, a few more hours.
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It was now 11 pm. Taehyung is asleep. Damn, he sleeps early. Namjoon came into my room. "Okay, so who did you kiss?". I sighed, "no one", "if believe you in this, that means i put all my trust in you" i bit my lips. "And you out of all people should know how hard is it to put trust into someone" i nodded.

He understood me. "Whos Evan?", "a girl that worked at a strip club". I pursed my lips.
"If i tell you most things in my past, will you hate me less" i sighed.

"I killed my own mother" my eyes widened. "How do i know you wont kill me?" I shook.

"I won't, she had multiple personalities" i moved back a little. "She hurt my father, she tried to drown me, killed my sister, in the end, to stop it, i had to kill her".

"How was she when she was herself?", "the most kind person you could have ever met" i saw a tear in his eyes.

He left the room. He came back with a knife. "This is the knife" he said with a shaking voice. He got closer to me, he took a stuffed bear next to me and kept stabbing it. " this is how".

Fear was swallowing me up. "Namjoon, you're scaring her" i heard someone yell. It was Taehyung. "What the fuck do you want!" He came running  toward Taehyung.

Taehyung moved, he took both of Namjoon's hands and put it behind him. He pinched his elbow and Namjoon dropped to the floor.
"H-how?" I was left stuttering, he took Namjoon to his room.

Taehyung came back, "you learn a lot of things over the years".

"Anyway, after killing his mom, he was with that knife all night, he never had the love of a women, or Female" i felt bad now. "Not even his father, he was always busy with his company".

"Why me? Out of all people?", " where did he first see you?". "At the Han river". "How was your past?". "Hell"

"He needed someone to connect to, to relate to, who would understand him " Taehyung looked at me. "But-there were many girls who had a bad past", "you're also pretty", i rolled my eyes. "Any way, he just wants someone to love him", "I don't", "just don't hurt him" he sighed. I closed my eyes, "see you in the morning" he left.