Does insanity have an expiration date *micheal

Embarresment.

" SOME TIMES I FEEL LIKE IM GOING INSANE ."
       I'm currently at my best friends concert. Luke looks up at me and smiles, I give him a small wave. Everything is going good til Ashton's solo.
"They don't like you".
"Honestly who would haha."
"They feel sorry for you"
I drop to my knees, do to the sudden headache. "No, no" I mumble at first, but the voices keep coming. "STOP, JUST STOP."

My sudden outburst makes the band stop playing, and look down at me with worry. So is everyone else, but they have a taint of hate looks on their face. I can't blame them the band stopped playing, because of me. I don't have time to say sorry before the voices start talking to me again.
I clutch my head with my hands, and rock back and forth with tears running down my face. Why won't the voices stop? Why do they have to ruin every good moment that comes my way. Quite honestly I'm surprised, that the boys have not dropped me as a friend yet.
   I remember meeting them all, except Ashton cause he is older in kindergarten. I met Ashton in 1st grade when I bumped into him in the school hallway. We soon became friends, and I introduced him to my other friends.
     I'm 17 now, and these damn voices have been happening to me for as long as I can remember. Suddenly, I am pulled back to reality when I realize I'm chocking on air, and hyperventilating. That's when the boys all jump off stage, an I mean jump and run over to me. " Breath 1..2...3...4, 1...2...3...4" Unfortunately that doesn't work for me. Right before I collapse into darkness I look up to see a pair of blue eyes.
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"Do you think she is okay, she has been out for a while."
  "Of course she is give her time calum." I slowly open my eyes to see my best friends sat around my room huddled together.
     "H-hey guys" I clear my throat, and have all the boys look at me. "Sorry about ruining your concert." I spoke slowly.
    "No, no your way more important to us, than our music. You come first." And with that Luke boops my noes. I let out a short, but tired giggle.
   "Thanks guys, that means a lot."
     We spend the rest of the night cuddled on my bed, eating junk food and yelling at the t.v when ever something happened we didn't really approve on. Which was mostly the bad decisions, you know like when someone opens a door in a horror movie. It was around 2 am when we were starting to slip into a peaceful sleep,
    "Guys" Michael starts "I have an idea." I groggily lift my head up and throw a stuffed turtle at him. "No like really I have an idea, up up my children." He gets up and makes hand gestures suggesting we get up too. " meet me in the car in 5 minutes or I'm dumping water on all of you. I wanna go for a drive."
  With that he was out the door, leaving the rest of us to slowly and not to mention tiredly put on our shoes and jackets.
    "Anybody up for hiding a body." Luke suggests which makes the rest of us laugh, while walking down the stairs.

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I hope you enjoyed this first chapter. Would you guys like longer ones? Any who I have a really good idea where I want this too go. So I'm pretty excited!!! See ya next time my fluffy pandas😘