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I don't have any company to be with,
So I made my own.
I used the side I've always hid
And never fully shown.

That side of mine which light's not erased,
That one part with no sadness encased.
The stronger one who's willing to live
The hope that shines in what I believe.

That other side of me
Is my only key
To help myself and stop drowning
In my endless cup of tears.

Not the same gender as I,
Opposite but keeps the eye.
An imagination he must be,
But even sometimes I don't see.

I made him look so real
For I wanted it to be.
I will not break the seal
I'll live and free the bee.

I gave him siblings and a happy family
Which I do not have.
An older brother with a smile
Which I've always dreamed of.

He welcomes me into this world that he has made
Into the the sheets and blankets he has laid
He pats my head and smiles at me
Telling me to keep being me.

He likes the way I am
And appreciates my flaws,
Of course that light is bright
But will it ever again be shown?

I talk to him when I'm lonely,
For he's the one who makes me happy.
He's my best friend and my other side
Making my feelings big and wide.

His smile is always in my head
Even when I go to bed.
It reminds me of a certain someone
Tho was once real to this world but now gone.

This one I am referring to,
He is my alter ego.
The other half of me
That still soars like the eagle.

A best friend he is
Because he is me.
The last part of me
That is still free.

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