Womb for Rent

Chapter 4: Dont worry babygirl

Logan POV

Ever since seeing Jade in the learning center, I couldn't stop thinking about her. But for some reason, I was also thinking about Angel and started comparing them to each other. Talking to Jade was exactly like talking to Angel. In both situations, I felt so enamored by them, and in both situations, they left me wanting more from them. I've never felt this way about anyone in my left, let alone two strangers I just met. 

I've only seen and talking to Angel through Snapchat and I've seen and talked to Jade in real life but that was only for 20 minutes and for some odd reason I kept thinking about them. Jade filled my thoughts for the most part because she was just so beautiful. Angel is beautiful too, don't get me wrong, her body is gorgeous but I'm not sure what her face looks like and as I said before, I can't even be sure that's really her body. Jade, however, she's real, her cute button nose and chocolate brown eyes made me want to stare at her forever. Her smile comforted me and made my feelings these weird fluttering sensations in my stomach. It's like she's infected me with some sort of drug that makes me just want to sit in her presence and enjoy every little thing about her. 

At the same time, I love talking to Angel. She was so interesting and smart. She was also sassy and sarcastic and made me laugh all the way down to the pit of my stomach. Sometimes she even made me laugh so hard I would cry. She made me feel at home. Both women were equally beautiful and both equally made my heart surge. How is it I cannot commit to 90% of the female population in this town but for some reason with these two girls I can imagine settling down with them and making a life for us. 

Ugh.... I can't feel this way. I barely even know them and I can't be sure that they even like me back. I would usually never question that but the booth seemed uninterested. Sometimes, when I talk to Angel, I feel like she only likes me because we talk online. Although I've told her things I have never told anyone else, it's not real. 

I shake my head and try to focus on my classes but I just can't seem to concentrate on anything except for those two girls. Something seemed off about them, they were too similar and Jade's voice reminded me so much of Angel's when I would talk to her over the phone. 

I had football practice tonight and I couldn't afford to be distracted so close to this season's championship game. I had to focus on my future but I kept thinking about other aspects of my future. Aspects I never once considered or thought would ever cross my mind. Damn.... I have barely known them and I'm already picturing what our kids would look like... I'm being such a fucking pussy. I can't let this happen.

I huff and decide to cool my nerves before practice and skip my last class of the day. I didn't care if I would be a little behind, it would take me no effort to catch up. 

As I'm walking to the parking lot to get into my car and drive home for a quick shower and a nap I see Jade walking into the forest. Where was she going? What was she doing? What business does she have going into a dark forest all by herself? Most girls I knew cringed at the dirtiness of nature and would refuse to get their clothes dirty by sitting on the grass. These questions started to fill my head and the further away she walked the more curious I got. I was also worried she might get attacked by an animal so I used that as my main excuse and went in with her. I didn't want her to think I was following her, I just wanted to make sure she was safe so I walked quietly behind her. Fuck I feel like a stalker right now but I'm just worried about her, what if she gets hurt out here with no one to help her?

It definitely seemed like it wasn't her first time doing this because she knew exactly where to go and what to avoid as she was walking. She maneuvered around different branches and flora around the forest ground. She would hop of tree roots that were in her way and stop to admire plants or flowers. I watched as she started to slow down and near her destination which was a beautiful pond surrounded by flowers and different wildlife. You could hear the water moving around and the frogs croaking on small lilypads... since when did the school have a pond near it??