Hatred

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Hated is the feeling of bubbling up
Hatred is wanting to vomit in a cup
Its when you can't feel emotions anymore
When you leave happiness at the door
Its when you do something bad to the point that you forgot
That you did something so bad, you are what you're not
Revenge dripping from your voice like candle wax
Yet cool on the outside like an alto sax
Your eyes bulging like you're in a cartoon
Trying so hard to make them look like a bafoon
Hatred is like poison- eating you inside out
You want the person to cry without a doubt
You take all your chances and throw it all away
You've already lost so much, all you can do is pray.
God! Forgive me for my sins, can I lock them away?!
My hatred is making me blind every single day!
I will not be satisfied till I get my fill!
My hatred so high, I could kill!
God! Please help! I can't wait another year!
So ill just sit here in silence my lovely dear
My hatred is when I bubble up
My hatred makes me want to vomit in a cup
Its when I can't feel emotions anymore
So I leave my happiness at the door
I did something so bad that I forgot
I truly am what Im really not
My voice dripping revenge like a candle wax
Yet im cool on the outside, like an alto sax
My eyes bulging out like im in a cartoon
Im trying so hard to make them look like a bafoon!
I, myself am a poison killing myself inside out
I just want the person to cry without a doubt
I took my chances and threw it all away
Now all I can do, is sit down and pray...

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