Mindless behavior's daughter

Reality

Rosie pov*

I just realized what I'm doing . I was walking to and saw people talking about what they want to become in the future and it got me thinking what do I really want to become because I just can't live off of my dad and uncles one day they'll leave and I'll be by my self.

Fashion always caught my attention , it was something I would personally start a future with. I was always up to trend with the fashion world like right now pastel colors were in and it goes great with people.

I was also wondering what Alec would want to be I just kept wondering these  things and didnt know if everything was going to last forever. I was honestly scared for the future but knew that I would just live everyday through until that day comes were I make the choice to my future.

I headed to the local cafe to get a cup of chamomile tea it was the best and very relaxing I wanted to think , I wanted to relax and be by myself for a while. everything was becoming more visible the world wasnt something that was easy to take on by yourself and I had great people that had my back and I had theres. I always wondered what my originals parents would be like ,were they nice people?, did they have more children ?,was I to hard to raise that they had to give me up , were they poor and wanted me to have a better future ? This was very uneasy to keep asking and never getting an answer. I paid  for my drink and rushed home. I was going to find the truth to my past and why my parents gave me up I just needed to know.

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sorry i havent updated in the longest . I had school to worry about friendship problems and i just needed to relax and not stress about it it wasnt becoming god for my health but i got the corage to do it today so here it is another chapter