Hey guys, I just wanted to write this poem because I'm really broken down.. There's too many problems on my chest.. My dad keeps blaming me and yelling at me for the things I've never done or did, my mom keeps pressuring me from my grades and it kinda hurts me because my mom cares about grades than being proud because I'm trying my best, my friends left me, and I just have a lot of problems in life.. Sometimes I even have to put a fake smile on and just let everyone know that I'm ok... I think I'm better off being fake than being the real me..
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I use to smile,
I use to laugh,
I use to trust,
And I use to believe.
But now I don't know how to be that way anymore...
I don't know who I am anymore.
I lost myself..
I don't know how to smile truly,
I don't know how to laugh correctly,
I don't know how to trust anymore,
And I don't know how to believe in anyone, or anything, or even me.
I'm not the me that I use to be.
The real me.
Now I'm just a fake.... 😔
