impaired | m.yg (On Hold)

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- J I H E E -

I'm so stupid. I've been avoiding Yoongi ever since that awkward kiss, I still don't know if I like him or not.

Maybe it was just in the moment, maybe he doesn't even like me and he just took a risk.

Either way, I was an idiot for avoiding him, but he has been avoiding me too.

He usually would spam my phone since I haven't came out of my apartment for another week.

But he hasn't.

Does he hate me now? I kinda miss him...but why? Do I like him? That's the question I wish to know.

I decided I needed to get out, 2 weeks full of self pity, if I didn't leave soon I would be sucked into my couch.

I took a whiff of fresh air and sneezed, the supper was mowing the lawn in front of the building.

I waved at him and he waved back, I decided to go back to the café.

Ms. Park came from behind the counter and hugged me 'I haven't seen you lately, you look stressed' I shrugged.

'I'm fine, it's nothing for you to be worrying about' she gave me a look.

'There's no one in the café today, tell me' I sighed 'It's just a guy' she sat me down.

'Do you like this guy?' I dramatically flopped on the table and looked up at her 'That's what I'm trying to figure out' she nodded.

'Do you feel butterflies when you're around him?' I thought about it, that kiss on the cheek.

My cheeks flushed and my stomach did flips and I nodded at her, definitely butterflies.

'Have you guys ever kissed?' My cheeks turned more read than they already were and I nodded.

'Did you like it?' I faltered a bit, it was awkward, I didn't know what to do then.

While I thought I didn't notice the dark haired male that came in.

He locked eyes with me and I felt it. The butterflies, what do I do?

He approached me and pulled me up from my chair.

He dragged me outside and away from the giant window 'I'm sorry for last week, we can-' I put his hands down.

He gave me a confused look, I took a mental deep breath and gave myself a 2 second pep talk.

I grabbed his neck and pulled him down, our lips met again.

This time, it wasn't awkward, he pulled away and smiled 'You like me?' I nodded and kissed his cheek.

'Jihee' he blushed deeply 'Will you go out with me?' I shook my head and his face fell.

'I'm kidding, I just kissed you, of course I would' he smiled and hugged me, picking me up momentarily and I giggled.

He set me down and I saw his mouth move, all I saw was "shit" "forgot" and "coffee" I put them together and shooed him away.

He started to walk away but turned quickly and hugged me again, then ran off to get coffee or who I'm assuming is the boys.

I started to walk home and I smiled, at least I asked my question.