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Littlemix tour life has got us all tired and homesick but no one's more homesick than the baby of the group❤ she's had a rough time this tour, we can't wait to get her home back to her own environment and surround her with her favourite people and animals👑 messages from the girls; @jadethirlwall : I'm so happy we've spent so much time together this tour Perrie. I love you so dearly my little petal, you're my sand dance sista and I don't know what I'd do without you❤ I hope you feel better soon and I can't wait for us all to be home tomorrow xox @leighannepinnock : I'm sorry that you've struggled so much this tour baby, I know you just wanted to be at home for most of it and I'm so proud of you for sticking with us and putting yourself through all of this for the fans, I know they appreciate that even when you've felt the worst you've bet felt, you put a snails on your face and gave them the best night of their lives❤ you're a true superstar pezza, we love you xx @jesynelson : it's times like this when being the mum of the group is a hard job. I've been awful at looking after you and making you smile, and we're so lucky that we had jade with us to take over my role for the tour. Seeing you cry has been a regular sight over the past few months that I've had to get used to it, seeing you sleep all the time isn't unusual but I know it's one of your ways of coping and I'm proud that you sleep it off when you can❤ we love you loads Perrie, you'll be back home tomorrow with your favourite people xx
Littleperriemix omg! Is she okay, it breaks my heart to know how much she's hurting 💔 WE LOVE YOU PERRIE
alexoxchamberlain 😭😍God. Bring her back asap please🙏🏻
Jadethirlwall @alexoxchamberlain mate she's missing you like hell, I'm getting her back as quickly as I can
Jesynelson @alexoxchamberlain she's coming home boy
Leighannepinnock @alexoxchamberlain we've been cheering her up for the last two months. Now it's your turn.
Alexoxchamberlain @jesynelson @leighannepinnock 🌟
Alexoxchamberlain @jadethirlwall thanks jeed👑 I miss her.
Jadethirlwall I need to tell you everything that's happened. I've not been able to tell you whilst she's been next to me.
Alexoxchamberlain go on...
Jadethirlwall basically, the first few days she was fine, and then she started doing the classic Perrie, and was sitting on insta going through her tags and fan pages. She got very caught up on looking at pictures and edits of you two and she just broke down. We couldn't get her to talk or eat or calm down. She then went and sat in her bunk, she shit the curtains and safety pinned them to the sides, we decided collectively to give her some space and let her talk when she wanted. After about three hours she finally came back into the main part of the bus, where we were all sat watching old music videos and funniest moment videos that fans had made, Perrie walked over to the sofa and sat down at the very end next to me, there was loads of space where she could have sat comfortably but she sat in the tiny gap and curled up without saying a word to anyone. Then jesy pressed on the hair bhs video, there was a clip of Perrie and hatchi that I knew was coming up so I put my arm around her. She watched the clip and I felt her tense up, I turned my face to hers and she just stared blankly at me before breaking into tears again, I enveloped her in a hug and sat there with her whilst everyone else found somewhere else to sit.
Alexoxchamberlain oh my god why didn't you tell me?
Jadethirlwall because it got worse, she would stay in bed longer than usual. I'd be able to hear her crying at night when she thought everyone was asleep, Alex she's been a mess. She couldn't go on her phone without crying, everytime she got a message from you or sent you something she'd either stare blankly at the walls or cry. And then there was the two nights where Andre stayed with us, she hid herself in her bunk, powered her phone off, and pulled the covers over her on the first night. I kept going and checking on her, trying to get her to eat something but she wouldn't. Then the second night he was with us she tried her best to stay sat with us all, (she was on her period) she was physically in pain with stomach cramps, and mentally in pain because she just wanted to go home. Jesy got us food an out I out on the table, we were all under blankets ( Leigh was on andres lap) and as soon as we saw the food we grabbed plates, Perrie didn't though, she just stared at the table not even noticing there was food
A/N anything in the * is a flashback
*she looked at me as I nudged her, "babe are you gonna eat something?" I asked softly, she shook her head and then rested it on my shoulder. The next minute everyone was having a laugh and mucking about but she still sat there, "pez, lighten up. We're just having a laugh babe" I heard jesy say, Perrie glared at her (not in a mean way) they all continued to laugh whilst I was trying to join in and keep an eye on Perrie. "Oh my god, just have a little fun pez!" Jesy laughed, she obviously just wanted to cheer pez up but she took it the wrong way. "I don't want to have any fucking fun alright" Perrie mumbled as she stood up, walking to the door, "pez chill, what's up? You're usually not moody" jesy said. "Oh fuck off! I don't want to have a laugh. I don't want to chill. I don't want to have fun. I WANT TO GO HOME!" Perrie shouted as she burst into tears and ran to her bunk. I followed after her*
I sat with her that evening and reminded her that everyone was here for her, she admitted that she was jealous because Andre had come to see Leigh and Jed was coming to see me and jesy had seen her sister yet no one had gone to see her. From that night i've been desperately trying to make her eat something, she's struggling Alex. It got to the point where she became so upset with it all that she'd break down I she heard your name or hatchis name or the word boyfriend. She's emotionally drained. She's not smiled properly for a month and two weeks, and the only time we ever see her smile is on stage and we can all tell it's just fake to make the fans happy.
Alexoxchamberlain I'm not going to let go of her when she gets back, I'm going to hug my baby for days♥️😩
