Secrets kill, so do razors

chapter three

~~~NIkoles POV~~~

I hate this. walking into school on crutches. so much attention onto me. I see alexis. great. what does she want? her lenny and all my other friends come close to me just to walk right past me. shes just mad because she wants to blame what happened on me.

as I go to locker, I see Ashley all over alex again. and again hes trying to push her away. he looks at me with this sort of depressing look. ugh I don't wanna help him again but of course I do anway. "hey alex. thanks for last night. it was great" I wrap my arms around one of his.

"ewwww alex. I don't want you if you hang out with her" she walked around and ulled down her skirt she had pulled up before she went to try to get into his pants.

"thanks. you know I didn't need you to bail me out. I could of handled her"

"whatever. I could tell you did. stop worrying about your image. "

"wow you are such a self centered bitch. you have NO idea." he slammed his locker and walked away. wow.i feel so bad. but I don't care about him anyway.

~~~Alex's POV~~

I hate this fucking school. everyone is so damn judgmental. gosh. I have tried to fit in with every group. im done with the act.

in geometry I didn't talk at all. at lunch, I was alone. and I liked it this way. I felt great. no one asking questions or being dumb as fuck. none of these people have any idea what I have to go through. and what I have been through. gosh imiss her. so much. and nikole is a spitting image of her. she was so full of life, and so amazing.