Absent Bridges: Part I

But you rather...

I am so numb

I need you by my side

But you rather ignite?

I want go deep into talks

But you rather distance me like the water is by caulks?

I want to go out on best friend dates

But you rather spend the night with your sex-mates.

I need someone to bring me out of this dark hole

But you rather be a twitter troll?

I am failing and falling. Can't you see?

Come on and just pick me.

I need you

More than I ever will

But you rather ignore?

One day, your worst days will come and no one will be on your door