loosing you; m.y.g

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3rd person's point of view.

soo min & suga spent several days together, they forced themselves to forgot all the bad thoughts & move forward with the some time they had together.

but soo min never forgot about suga's deadly disease, she would go home & search the web for solutions or ways she could keep suga alive.

in fact she was going to loose him anyway.

days past & after sometime suga's disease got more deadlier, it was killing him slowly, & soo mi couldn't do anything about it.

suga's point of view.

i went to soo mi's in the morning, she waited for me eagerly.

she stood outside, & looked at me when i reached her porch.

she smiled, her smile was something i was going to surely miss.

i smiled back, while embracing her in my arms.

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soo min's point if view.

suga had arrived way earlier than i thought, so i gestured him to sit down & went upstairs for a wash.

luckily my mom wasn't at home, so suga could stay longer.

i got out of the bath & changed my clothes, suddenly i heard  a loud scream.

it was suga.

my heart beated like crazy & i made myself go down the stairs as soon as possible.

when i reached it was too late, suga was lying pale on the floor, with his palms on his stomach, while he still coughed blood.

'YOONGI' i yelled, i ran towards him when he looked at me, tears filled my eyes while i shook him, to wake him up.

3rd person's point of view.

suga had been rushed into the hospital by soo mi, she was bitterly crying as they rushed suga into emergency.

little did she know, it was too late.

suga had passed away.

when soo min got the information she was traumatized, sick & depressed, she had never felt more loved than as much suga loved her.

she silently cried on the floor in the hospital hallway, she didn't care if people stared at her, she just thought about suga.

soo min's mom was called to the hospital, she had brought soo min home & took care of her, but she never seemed to be happy anymore.

a month later.

soo min hated her life even more, it was days after they had held suga's funeral, everyone from the therapy lessons had attended including mr. park.

her life felt like nothing without suga, only because of him she was happy at those days, but after she had lost suga she had felt more depressed that she was those days.

not only about suga but also the fact that her mom had remarried someone else & spent the least of time with soo mi.

she spent days, being all depressed & cutting herself slowly day by day, she wanted to end it all, & she did.

she slit her wrist & cried in pain, & in a few minutes she softly spoke.

'loosing you was the worst thing in my life' she whispered.

as she fell dead on the ground.

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