loosing you; m.y.g

p a r t 5 🥀

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suga's point of view.

3 weeks later.

me & soo min had gotten really close since the past few weeks, we talked about our lives, our favorite things & other random stuff.

i had gotten so close to soo min that i forgot all my worries when i was around her, anytime when i was moody she knew exactly how to change my mood.

the fact that she was really close to me, scared me a bit as well, because i knew she wouldn't be happy with me, if she found out my secret.

a secret, i never told anyone.

3rd person's point of view.

suga was awakened from his thought's when soo min patted suga's back, signaling she reached the café suga asked her to come.

it was a sunday, therefore they didn't have any therapy lessons, so they thought of meeting up at a petite café next to soo min's neighborhood.

'so, what's up?' she questioned, munching on the cookie she grabbed from the table.

'um, nothing. i just wanted to see you' he said, somewhat embarrassed & scratched the back of his head.

she blushed & looked down.

they talked for a while again when suga realized it was getting darker.

suga stood up from his chair.

'come with me, i want to take you somewhere' he grabbed soo min's hand as they rushed to the exit.

the sun was setting slowly, & suga ran faster, soo min was confused.

they walked through several huge trees & reached a spot.

it was the most beautiful scenery soo mi had ever seen, the sunset made it look way more better then it already was.

suga sat on a rock & soo min did the same.

suga stared at her face, as she smiled.

'it's so beautiful' she said & sighed.

they looked at the scenery together, & slowly suga started placing himself closer to soo min.

she just smiled & looked down at her feet.

she knew that she grew strong feelings for him, & guessed he did as well.

'soo min-ah' suga softly spoke as he intertwined his fingers with soo min's.

she looked at him & in a second she felt suga's lips on hers.

his lips were soft, & she never thought of a better first kiss than this.

suga pulled back & opened his eyes, he was about to say something but soo min cut him off.

'i love you' she quickly said.

suga looked at her for a second, & embraced her in his arms, while soo mi gently placed her hand on his wrist.

'i love you too, jung soo-min' suga replied.

they spent a bit more time with each other and suga was lost in his thoughts.

they both jumped a bit, when soo min heard her phone ring, it was her mom.

she stood up & walked to the corner where she picked up the call, on the other line her mom yelled at her for being so late, she looked at the time & saw it was already half past 8.

she apologized & said she would reach home in a bit.

'my mom's, calling me back home' she groaned.

'i'll drop you' suga smiled & they both walked.

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the walk was silent, they both were a bit awkward after the kiss, soo min stopped & looked at suga, suga was confused but later he understood that they had reached her house.

'um, so i'll see you tomorrow?' she softly said & moved her left foot back and forth.

'yeah' suga smiled.

soo min walked inside, but suga stopped her.

'soo min-ah' he yelled & walked to her.

she turned back, he kissed her again.

'i love you, good night' suga smiled.

soo min blushed & waved while she entered her house.

'how, will i tell her?' suga whispered as he walked further.

he stayed near the same building where he went for therapy lessons, & it was indeed quite far.

suga was tired & he started coughing.

it was coming again.

suga coughed more as he fell into the ground he could'nt take it anymore.

the last thing he saw was him being rushed into emergency.

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