loosing you; m.y.g

p a r t 6 🥀

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soo min's point of view.

i woke up early, got dressed & headed down for breakfast.

it felt like i was happy after so many years.

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i reached my therapy class on time & scanned the room for suga.

i didn't find him.

'yah kim taehyung!' i called.

taehyung came unto my sight.

'yes, soo min?'

'do you know where is yoongi?' i questioned & he answered me with a straight no.

i had asked suga to text me when he reached home last night, & then i remembered he didn't.

bad thoughts flooded my mind, as a tried to fight them back.

'yah soo min, what are you thinking?' i questioned myself.

3rd person's point of view.

suga was rushed to the hospital by a few people who were passing by the street.

he was coughing out blood, since the time he fell on to the ground, he was'nt feeling right.

he knew about his disease long ago, but he never told anyone, not even soo min.

he was afraid & didn't wan't to hurt her especially cause he knew he meant & lot to her & she meant a lot to him as well.

after some time at the hospital suga stopped coughing, & lied on the hospital bed to take a little nap.

he could'nt.

the only thing in his mind was soo min, how would she feel when she would come to know?, how would she react?, would she leave me?, would she hate me for not telling her?.

with all those thoughts suga eventually went to sleep.

suga's disease had turned his life upside down.

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soo min was worried now, he had'nt picked any of her calls plus no one knew where he was.

it had been 3 days.

at that moment, their counselor mr. park had entered the room.

'i have news' he said & seated himself.

'our friend, suga has been admitted at university hospital'

soo min froze.

she tried to take in those words, while her eyes were filled with tears.

he stood up as she ran, outside.

•

she headed straight to university hospital and ran towards the reception.

once she had reached suga's room, she slowly opened the door.

he was there, safe & alive.

she sighed & walked towards him.

his eyes were closed & his face was much pale than usual.

a tear slipped from her eye, which landed on suga's palm.

suga opened his eyes.

'soo min-ah' he softly spoke, his voice sounded so weak & she felt much more depressed.

'tell me what's going on' she said.

'i'm sorry' was the only thing that slipped out of suga's mouth.

he started to cry, he buried his face in his palms as he just cried.

soo min just stared, something was wrong for sure, she wanted to know but she was scared as well.

'soo-min' suga started speaking.

'i'm sick' he continued.

soo min was at the verge of crying, but she forced herself to hold back her tears & listen to him.

'its deadly'

'i could die anytime' he added.

soo min could'nt take it anymore so she let her tears flow, she silently cried, her little heart was shattered the fact that her love for yoongi would end made her cry even more.

yoongi started crying as well, he took soo mi in his arms as they both sobbed silently.

'i'm sorry' suga said again.

she didn't know what to reply, she could'nt believe this was happening to her, the last thing she ever wanted was suga far away from her.

after sometime, soo mi stopped crying, she glanced at suga's face, his dace was puffy because of all the crying.

soo min gave a little smile & said.

'there's nothing we can do' she paused.

'i want to spend all the time you have left with you' soo min added.

suga touched her cheek & gave her a peck on her chapped lips.

'of course' he whispered.

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