I'm tired of hearing "I'm not gonna do you like that" then it happens. Because i fucking warned you that if some shit like this happened again i was done. You thought i was kidding, now you're telling me that you feel unloved? BITCH WHAT? I stuck up for you when everyone else including your fake ass family was talking to and about you! I was the one who helped you work up the confidence to do what you wanted to do to better yourself, but what;d you do? You fucking turned on me and defended a liar! Now when i do what i need to do to preserve my sanity, to preserve my emotional well being, you feel unloved. This shit id fucking retarded. I'm not sure what you expected from me as a lover, but submissive isn't gonna be one of them. If i say i'm not allowing it, then i'm not allowing it. I mean be serious: if i did you the way you've done me, you'd be mad as hel, and wanting to break up. So how you get mad when i tell you i'm not up for going through hella stuff hoops to show i love you? Nah.
Why the hell is it so hard to be honest? Why's it so hard to be loyal? All i ask is that you not have me out here looking dumb and i'll be okay but shit i got you. Imma start being the person i need to be. I don't need you, my daughter and i will be fine while you go hoe it up in sunny california.
