Dark minds attract

Your getting help

I don't know how I got in Olly's car but here I am "why did you do that" I say braking the silence "because you needed it" Olly says "how did you even know I was there how do you even know king" I say confused as fuck "I followed you and I should ask you the same thing"

I roll my eyes "what are you following me for"he shakes his head "I don't know you I'm just curious if I could trust you or not" i was honestly taken back by this "you weren't questioning my trust when you had your tongue down my throat"

he acted unfazed but I new he was just by he's eyes and the way he was drive I had thrown him off "you kissed me" was his words as a reply "you kissed me back"

I say and looked out the window "you don't kiss someone back you don't trust they could have herpes" I say getting out of his car walking up the street to the motel to Stars room getting getting the key from under the rug unlocking the door I realized Olly was coming up the steps mentally

I groan opening the door going in to a very clean room Star was on the floor next to some coke bags she's been using it's all on her nose I go into the bathroom running cooled water turning on the shower taking the curtain off the shower pole throwing it on the bed grabbing star by her arms I pull her to the bathroom

she's actually really fucking heavy "grab her legs" I say to Olly he does and we put her in the tube and let the cold water hit her body "wake up star" I say shacking her after about 5 minutes she opened up her eyes "sissie want you doing here"

she says I grabbed a towel as she gets up putting it on her she seats on the floor putting her coke up "who he" she says seating on the floor "his Olly" I say she nods "I was I would have known you were bringing your boyfriend here I would-"

I shakes my head "were not here for that I'm here because this" motioning to her state of being "your putting this is getting put up Star Hope needs you" she shakes her head "sissy she's only 2 she doesn't need me she's has you and the boys"

I huff "Hope 4 she'll be 5 next month" I say Stars face changes and she started sobbing "has it really been that long" I nod "I really fucked up my life sissy" she says shaking her head as she pulls her knees to her chest "it's okay Star you can get some help"

she shakes her head "no sissy it's too late for me just leave me you be hopes mom-" I raised my hand and slapped her again again and again

"don't be stupid star Your her Mother not Me you can't just give me that responsibility I don't want it I dont want to have to take that place from you stop being selfish and take responsibility now I let you do this because I know you needed it but Hope needs her mom now so be there for her" I say she looks at me and started crying again

"I don't know how to I don't know want to your the responsible one not me" she says

"Then start by getting help you can go tomorrow I'll have Dre set everything up all I need to know is you'll commit to this" she nods "okay"

she says I smile "Tre and hope will be very happy" I say she looks at me "how he" she asked "he's doing well he got transferred to a closer jail if you want you can visit him befo-" she shakes her head "no I still can't face him yet"

I nod understanding "it's okay you don't have to you should get your things ready for tomorrow" she looks at me "do you ever wish we could go back in time in fix everything" I shake my head " I know he still would have do want he did there's no going around it we have to move past it"

I say "I'm sorry for how I treated you" she says I stand up "it's fine I've moved past it" I say opening the door pulling out my phone and texted Dre he texted back "Dre will pick you up at 6 so be ready"

I say she nods "thanks Sin see you later" me and Olly leave out and go to his car getting in Olly drives in silence we get to my house and I give a quick thanks shutting the door I walk up to my door just as I was about to open my door I was spun around and my mouth pulled into his my back hit the door

our mouths moved together so roughly it was no space for air until he pulled away and looked at me "goodnight" he says I nod "goodnight" I go in the house thank god they were all out at so dinner they didn't invite me to I guess I was allowed I'm glad I didn't go