Getting my confidence back

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After that awkward moment everyone went swimming while I stayed in the shade "why aren't you swimming" Olly asked me as I had him a towel to dry with "I don't swim" I say playing games on my phone "you mean you can't swim"

hope says I seat up "who asked you" I say feeling embarrassed "I'm just saying" hope says sweetly making regret being made at her "were hungry" Rossie says making Olly get up "ill get them something you want something" I shake my head "I'll get you something anyway"

he says walking away as Alexia gets out of the water and comes over to us "your not getting in the water" I shake my head "nah" I say as Alexia seats next to me "do you think I've changed" I say "honestly yeah" she says "your not as confident as you were before you and Alex started dating why is that" she asked me I shrugged "I don't know I feel different now that I've been putting on weight"

I say honestly "you shouldn't you were a pound from being skin and bones now your think as shit it doesn't even matter how you look your stressing over nothing Alex is your boyfriend and loves the way you look so don't let your inner self fuck it up" she says giving me the most needed pip talk I ever needed I looked at Olly who was ordering while the waitress was obviously flirting with him I looked at Alexia "I'll be back"

I say getting up taking off my cardigan revealing my dark green swim suit "oh get it girl" Alexia said I rolled my eyes as I take my hair out it's bun letting it fall over my butt walking over to Olly I felt confident more so because Alexia helped me find myself again

"Is that all" I heard the waitress asked Olly flirtishly if that's even a word I gladly seat on Olly's lap as I say "oh and a blueberry frosty" I say with my head to the side looking her dead in the eyes "oh really" she says I nod "yeah really" I say smartly as she walks away "was that a cat fight" Olly asked I smiled looking back at him "oh no just letting my presence be known after all he's mine no one else" I say motioning to his pants Olly seats me up closer to my chest he kissed my shoulder blade

After making sure Rossie and hope ate I went down by the water with Olly I held on to Olly for dear life as we went into the deep part of the ocean "you scared" I shake my head "no it's just cold" I say wrapping my legs around him "you trust me" he asked I nod "hold on to me tight"

I do as we both go under water I opened my eyes which was a bad idea since I lost my contact as we come up I gasped as I rubbed my eyes "take me back I lost my contact" I says feeling in the water I paid a lot of money for them "it's okay I'll buy some new ones"

he says as he started moving I wanted to argue with him really but I couldn't see and I couldn't think right because of it I let him go as we get to knee high water I take out my other contact since it was fucking with me more I looked at it to see I ripped throwing it somewhere I walk back to the pad Alexia headed me a towel I whipped my face and wrapped the towel around me "Sin your eyes are blue"

Alexia said I nodded "yeah and" I say giving the towel to Olly "they were just brown they were always brown" she says confused "they were my contacts" I say "oh my god so your eyes are really blue" she said as I seat down I nodded "why does that seem like a big deal" I say
Alexia says " black girl with real blue eyes that's not an everyday thing"

she says as Nathen comes over to us with sky getting something to drink "oh happy birthday Sin" Nathen says

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 09, 2017 ⏰

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