I could be your average girl, but I'm not I am the craziest weirdest emotional wreck you can ever meet. I've recently moved and in one year my whole life changed, people that I thought I loved made me realize that they were all fake. But most shocki...
I can't describe the amount of love I have towards you, and just the thought of ever losing you breaks my heart. I will never be able to stand not seeing you, not annoying you, or just the fact of talking to you. I still can't believe that you fought for me, because to be honest I've never felt the feeling of anyone fighting for me before. You are my one and only, and who would ever imagined that in one year all this could happen. I fell in love with you and it broke me, but little did I know you were loving me all along. I couldn't believe it even if it was soo true, it couldn't be possible that an amazing guy with so much respect, so much love, and so much loyalty love me out of all the other people in this world. I have never felt happier, your love drives me crazy and if I'm being honest every time I look at you all I want to do is be in your arms. I feel secure around you, I feel like the luckiest and happiest woman in the world.
For so long I wondered what was it like to fall in love, and then I fell for you. But now, all I can think about is us . how did we get here?. I can't think of how we went through so much and suffered so much because we were just too scared to take a leap of faith and confess. We were both in love with each other, but we were in other people's arms while all we did was crave each other. Every time I look at you, all I do is smile like the happiest woman alive because having you in my life is the best thing that happened to me in a long time. As the weird, crazy homie you are I love every bit of you and treasure you deeply in my heart. If you want to be crazy, mad, stupid, wild and weird then by all means please go ahead, but know one thing I will love you and just you for the rest of my life no matter who come and goes it will be just you. You gave me value, you respected me, you believed in me, you made me stronger, I put all my trust in you and I loved you more than anyone ever could and ever will. These days you make me feel like I've never felt before, your affection, your love I cherish the most. Thank you for making me happy, keeping up with my fucked up mess and mostly staying up late nights laughing our asses off about us in the future. But there is one thing that I am scared of and will always be scared of, you are too good for me. I am just so scared that this is some fantasy that I've been imagining all along, and then one day it all crashes down on me, that day is the day you'll leave me. I've never lost someone as precious as you and if I do it will be irreplaceable, I will never be able to heal again. Part of me will be broken for life. But I'm putting all my effort in trying to be the right one for you, and although I will always think you deserve someone better and I want to be that 'better' but I know that it's not possible. Because it fucking hurts to be the one to never let go, no matter how many times I get hurt. I never forget no matter how long it has been no matter how much you changed. It hurts not to be able to let go of it when the time comes because it's magical it's unpredictable. One thing that I don't doubt is that I have fallen in love with you deeply, and I might be into big trouble.
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