I could be your average girl, but I'm not I am the craziest weirdest emotional wreck you can ever meet. I've recently moved and in one year my whole life changed, people that I thought I loved made me realize that they were all fake. But most shocki...
These past days have changed my life, you have changed my life. I can remember every single second of the day you asked me out, I didn't expect it but I was more than happy. Although, these days also made me realise something not everything is given for granted. My happiness has always been doomed, I have finally found my one and only. But it's stupid cuz I'm just 15 and most people tell me it's just my hormones and it's not love it's just fun. I won't believe it no matter what. Because if it was stupid, why would I feel so attached to you? Why the heck would I want to spend the rest of my life with you?. I am so lost in my own world, I don't even have my studies together. You're leaving this year, and by that I mean in 2 days I'll get to see you for less than 24 hours till we meet again in this world or another. I need to get my life together, I need to stand up again, after the mess that we have caused my heart just doesn't stop hurting. Every time I think of you because I start thinking of the amount of pain we caused around us too.I'm falling apart because you know we can't be together anymore and I love you more than myself, but the universe is against it. Our families won't allow it, with our love we have destroyed our family bond. I won't ever be able to tell you your last goodbye or give you your last hug. That's because we ruined it by falling in love, is that wrong? Did we deserve this? I don't know. But what I know is that we won't be able to see each other for a very long time, but just know I'll keep loving you for every step of the way. I'll keep writing for you
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no matter what happens, until then I am so sorry but I can't watch you go. I will hold on to you, and be with you no matter where we are. I know the distance and the time but nothing will come in between I will wait for you as long as it takes. I will forever be yours, and I can't wait to the day I am in your arms again.
