finding my love for him

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as I'm standing there looking uo at roman I feel some strange feeling my my heart as he helps me up I dee a 16 year old me on some beach holding someones hand I look up to roman and I remember feeling so happy like this was destiney.... the momery ends and I start to believe that I was destined to be with this man is it to late to try to make us work , as I'm thinking this I hear one of my favorite songs...

as I'm hearing it everything come back..... I ran and jumped on the man I have loved since I was 16 . he seemed surprised that I'm hugging him hes ever more surprised that I kissed him and I felt so much sparks. Is this the feeling I was missing. I tell him I'm going to go pack when I fall down the stairs and everything goes black........... I woke up in my bed with my baby by my side holding on to me. I stared to think about my dream and that's all it was a dream . I havre these dreams ever since I was shoot by him aka crow. roman doesn't know that I started to do counciling because of the whole thing... why u ask I'm afaid he would judge me.

couple hours later

as I'm walking out of the office to go get lunch I look up to see roman sitting on my car ............. he looks so so disappointed at me like hes looking at me like why the fuck didn't u till me but then............................................................................................................................

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