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Before I became a kpop fan (trash I should say) I was used to the midnight releases and buying albums the day they came out so I thought it would all be the same but I was obviously wrong.
I now stay up until 3 am to watch concert livestreams which I always miss and I spend almost a hundred dollars on just one album. Mv and album releases aren't such a problem but if it's during the school year I'll have to wait until school is out that day to listen to the albums and watch the mvs.
And if you're in multiple fandoms it's worse. My wallet is always empty now, but it's worth it.
And don't get me started on picking a bias. If you pick a member the rest will become bias wreckers. Then you have to get to know the members and you have to know certain things it's just too much. But I'm alive so it's okay (I'm not okay)
